For all the shit I’ve put you through, sorry.
For all the love you’ve given me, thank you.
This never meant more to me, and I hope you know.
Iloveyoubaby.Happy sixth.
I may not be the most understanding girl, nor am I the sweetest-tempered person. I may not be the perfect girl you’ve always wanted, nor am I the untainted being you may want me to be. Thank you for loving me for who I am, and I’m doing my best not to disappoint you too.
cos some thing is just worth everything.
HOM paper was probably the most last minute paper I’ve ever studied for, as laupuiyin would very much agree. Spent the morning trying to keep awake with py, shifted from a room to the stairs cos inconsiderate assholes were making a hell lot of noise, and then xiaoyan joined us! Had fun coming up with abrievations for everything =D Hehehehe.
But HOM paper was kinda tough, especially the last 40 marks ): Depressing shit. CMA’s tmrw.
I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO RETAKE THIS MODULE. NOT THIS MODULE.
): Oh please please please please please.
Ran into eddie and janice today! Nice seeing them again (:
Orange muffin is probably the only item in the coffeebean menu that keeps me going back. Really. Hahaha.
Okay, back to the books.
And before I go, here’s a lovely picture from jh.
So bloody cute right? =D
lovelovelove(:
I deleted a post I’d submitted 8 mins ago, because I don’t really mean what I’d typed.
Despite all the shit, I still do love my family. I think. Whatever.
I’ve had a good morning, good afternoon and I’m not letting my bro and dad screw my night.
Cos apart from the ugly side of life, we still get to enjoy the beautiful one.
1. the love.
2. the friends, lpy mjl.
Optimism, girl, optimism.
Pretty productive studying with laupuiyin today. Except she spent half the time daydreaming away about Idontknowwhat while I happily copied the revision notes. Went to Sakae after so long! And had a budgeted late dinner but was pretty filled at the end of it =D
The ache of missing a particular someone is burning a hole in my heart though.
):
I’d love to see you smile, cos your smile’s so beautiful, it lights me up. Time to hit the notes again.
Y A Y.
maow maow (:
I miss my baby so.
But he’s not here ): ): ): ): ):
I hope he’s studying, not psp-ing.
I really do miss him a lot.
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
/ignored. ZZZZ
MAK JUNLING! Hellooo(: Iloveyougirl!
LAU PUIYIN! No excuses tmrw, 10am SHARP :D (Help me with cma puhleeeeese)
SIGH.
Hate the desktop, really.
I miss my laptop ):
I miss you more, though.
Call me when you see this. (If you do :X)
I love you.
You don’t just do stuff like that and say sorry, thinking it will solve everything.
You have robbed so much of her, and yet, you don’t think you’re at fault. You go screw yourself, thank you very much.
12:26am,
and here I am, updating.
Maybe I should have taken on kq’s suggestion and studied overnight with her and laupuiyin. At least I wouldn’t be staring at my notes blankly on a friday night. Correction, Saturday morning.
I hate this. Can’t do nuts without my laptop.
Rowing feels different now, just a tad, though I don’t quite know how to put a finger to it.
Did a little cross-stitch and well, I think the thing turned out to be quite hideous ):
I’m bored.
Tired.
Sleepy.
Bored.
Okay, back to the notes.
& I somehow think that I’m going to update again in 5 minutes.
and this time, no puiyin to tag faithfully after each update ):
siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.
come back safely.
Studying in the morning didn’t quite work out, I wonder why =P
But studying in the evening was pretty good, I kinda finished CEM. Well, reading. Gotta start memorizing more stuff tmrw. Yeeeppp.
LAUPUIYIN, how’s it going for you!??!!? Don’t play cakes and burgers already lah!!
Yay, my baby’s back from his shower.
Meaning, it’s time to end my entry here! =D
Byebye people, and goodluck to all who are having exams tmrw (:
Funny, it feels like I can update 10 entries a night.
Whatever.
I feel angst tonight.
BUT IT’S COS OF MY BLOODY LAPTOP.
typing on the keyboard of my desktop makes my fingers hurt cos they’re so fecking stiff and tough and blah ):
laupuiyin-
wanna rant to you about the bloody exams then you suddenly offline byebye ): okay lah just now my lappie died I left without saying bye, now you must do the same meh? ):
yongkaiqi-
another bitch. but yah lah take care lah dont say i never mention you kay. nahhh!
Will you remember me if I die tonight,
even if I say no goodbye
but just leave my heart behind
the blood trailing in a line.
Do I mean much
or am I just a dream of such
and if the day, it really comes
are you going to stay, or run.
diary-x is the best blog place ever.
):
Too bad it died all of a sudden, taking all of my literary works with it ):
Wah seh, literary works seh.
chey.
g’night(:
LAUPUIYIN, update often you complain, don’t update also you complain. WHAT YOU WANT LAH!?!?!?!?!?!?
Eh faster go plan the youknowwho’s party leh. Must get a lot of people to embarrass the shit out of her hahahaha.Monday- CEM
Tuesday- HOM
Wednesday- CMA (More like, CMI)
Thursday- PMKT
):
FRIDAY, YYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
Imagine your kid’s first word to you.
Not mama,
nor papa,
nor goo goo,
nor gaga.
but..
FUCK?!!?!?!
Teeheheee very cute right:D
Damn no life, so bored.
Staring at my pmkt notes, staring staring staring, but nothing’s going in ): Don’t wanna retake pmkt.
In fact, don’t wanna retake ANYTHING ): ): ): ): ):
I miss feeling sore from gyming or rowing, and having my calves and thighs ache the entire week from running.
I must be crazy.
Funny. Tonight seemed relatively un-scary. I decided to cycle in the morning so I wouldn’t have to walk a dreary walk home at night but there wasn’t much incense paper in sight, nor were there food offerings or stuff. Okay maybe I cycled so fast I missed everything but that’s like highly impossible. Maybe the ghosts are taking a break tonight? Like, the third day of the festival’s actually a rest day? I don’t know what I’m saying lah ):
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
@#$%^&*(($#$(*&^%$#$%^(&^%$%^(*&^%
I really do feel like a wimp. wtf ):
Sigh.
I’m like such a loser in life. No talents, no flair for anything, not good at any rubbish ):
AND MY ADAPTOR FOR THE LAPTOP IS SPOILT.
S E R I O U S L Y ):
sigh.
I HATE ACER REALLY.
(but I love you baby)
SERIOUSLY AH.
I really hate peanuttyfio sometimes. Keeps on giving me scary stories to freak me out!
):
First, the lecturer.
Then, the student.
WHATS NEXT?!?!?! ): ): ):
shiiiiiiit.
My tummy’s cramping up badly tonight, and no, my period’s over and isn’t due just yet.
): omen.
Study study study.
I kinda think I should just focus on PMKT AND CMA.
But that’s like really the wrong mindset.
What about CEM and HOM?
):
Will someone just put me out of my misery?
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