UNGLAM AT HER BEST

i look forward to seeing you the moment my eyes open (:
yes, we’ll stroll in the dark.

But have you any idea how my heart broke when you lay in my arms motionless after training today?
Not knowing what I could do for you,  yet seeing you so tired and dehydrated and faint and what not. Thank God you’re fine now, baby.

2 days to my pop’s big day! Hehehe.
Had his celebratory dinner tonight and,…. there were… CRABS!  =D HEHE.

Training was quite, whao, today. My arms are still aching and sore, so is my trunk. The last triangle could have been a killer, if daph hadn’t kept pushing us on. Finished it (: So many people came down for trg today, at least more than usual, and it was a good kinda feeling, knowing your team’s there. Feels good, plus there were juniors too. Heh. Let’s hope this keeps up(:

Training camp, FCC, then start of the next sem and end of this sem’s break. Can’t wait.

Arms really quite sore tonight ah. So okays I shall brog until here.

Some ol’ school pictures which I’d just browsed and they brought smiles to my face!(:

first semi-formal presentation with pearl and meiqing.
and really, I kinda miss them. Eh shit, I think I look quite fat. Hahaha

py and i used to love drawing pool tables and netball courts on PAINT when we were ultra bored.
one of our creations! hahahaha

and also, our own names. hehehehe quite nice right!
okay fine, py did this.

and,
our very very first picture together.

(:

loveyouall.

will you still love me the way you do?

I’d give anything, just to do the simplest things in life with you.
A walk in the park, a bus ride, anything, baby,

as long as i’m with you(:

what sad lyrics this song has.
what sad love.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never happened to me.
But after this episode I don’t see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

.

):

I really did go swimming in the morning, I can’t believe it. Swam 25 laps but at a really slow pace =X I think even grammas can swim faster than me. A bit throw face. Showered and headed to ntuc for some grocery shopping, ONLY TO FIND IT CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS!??! I mean, what are the chances of me wanting to cook?! Omen, foreshadow, whatever, that I’m not destined to be a chef. Ever. SO, it was home again, to pack all my remnants from the revamps. Actually, it’s really just my soft toys =X There are like bags of them but I’ve no space ): Maybe I’ll lay all of them on the floor like carpet. Quite nice right. HEEHEE.

Off to meet the love for our usual friday movie and dinner (: Balls of fury and MOS. Hell of a lame show, and like very fast ah, 90mins only. Though time spent wasn’t long, it was good, and quality, and really, as long as it’s with you, it’s awesome(: iloveyou.

laupuiyin you didnt work today ah. I purposely walked past just so I could see you at work!

and makjunling, kns, what, i’m one of the short people you love. I SHLD BE THE ONLY!!!!! Hahahah.

wooo, all in all,

good day!

and oh, happy birthday brian! (like he’s reading, but hecks)

NIGHT PPLE! sleep early(:

i want nothing but you.

meaning no, i dont want the psp.

I was blog-hopping just awhile ago, and I came across some girl’s blog and it kept harping on stuff that her bf bought for her and she’s so happy and blah. It kinda feels like she loves the things her bf gets her rather than her bf himself. I mean, yah she prolly loves him, but if I were just reading her blog as an outsider, I wouldn’t have guessed so. It’s kinda shitty how some girls use guys for materialistic purposes, isn’t it. Like, purposely dragging your bf out shopping and hinting and pointing out things you desperately want, but can’t afford or just unwilling to spend your own money. Actually, I don’t know any girls who are like that in real, but it’s scary how it’s possible many of such are actually roaming this earth. It’s just, wrong.

baby, i love you for what we share between us, that, and that alone. so very much. and i’m missing you so much, i think you can feel it where you are now, right there in your heart.

Rowing was pretty good today. After my first triangle, cher came over and taught me some stuff. Okay, not teach, but he kinda yelled -.- it was pretty embarrassing. Ate, and then rushed down to school for comm meeting. Eh quite screwed ah, practically everyone was late, and the meeting started only like an hour and half later than the predetermined time. So it ended relatively later than usual and I didnt really feel like eating so there, headed home.
And now, my stomach’s growling madly away.

Still thinking if I should go down to paddle tmrw, but heck, it’s time for a day’s break. So, I think I’ll go for a swim or/and run when I wake up (if early enough, that is) and I pretty much have the whole day to myself. And, although my IS on thurs’s like 8AM, the good thing is, I FINALLY HAVE CANOEISTS IN MY CLASS HAHAHAHA. Jiajun and chinkoon! At least, if all of us were late, we can blame it on wed’s trg.

What a long entry.
Two more camps to go, before semester break ends. Two more camps, and I’m looking forward to spending them with you, love. We’re going to make sure these camps turn out a hell lot better than the previous ones, I promise. We’ll play scissors paper stone all night long (: And I’ll tuck you into your sleeping bag and pat you to sleep. Hehehehe. Can’t wait, really.

I’m aching all over, but I’m loving it.
Okay, zilch to blog about now so tata.

AND OH FUCK IVE GOTTA BLOG BOUT THIS.
At the void deck just now, while rushing for the lift, I TOTALLY KICKED A COCKROACH UNKNOWINGLY AND IT FLIPPED ON ITS SIDE. BUT THE WHOLE POINT IS, MY TOES CAME INTO CONTACT WITH A COCKROACH WTF. ARGH NIGHTMARES FOR LIFE I CAN STILL FEEL ITS SHELL OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THAT THING. ARGH#($)@*$)(#@*$

yes, i love you too, baby jh (:

bel is awake.

FUCK MY KEYBOARD’S LIKE DMN SPOILT PLEASE. The shift key, the enter key, the A key, all of which must press damn hard then can appear. ()*&%(##@$

Screw the rain.

I guess it’s gonna be another long day without you.

I wish I could go back to sleep.

you didnt even read the previous entry ):

anyways, STUPID PUIYIN WHO DID YOU GO EAT CHAWANMUSHI WITH. asshole.

Ah shit, damn tired from today’s training. It was probably one of the most boring trainings ever, cos jh wasnt there, daph wasn’t there and addie only came quite late. Basically, I was alone for most of the time, with erm, 10 over polo girls :x Gah. And I’m feeling awfully sleepy since I’d reached home. HORRIBLE FEELING.

Rowing in the morning, then _____________, then comm meeting.

yawns.

you mean the world to me.

i love to blog when youre asleep, so i can look forward to reading your tag the next day.
i love it when you do that silly pout that elongates your face by like a metre cos it’s just so unbearably cute.
i love it that you love hand made stuff, cos it means you know how to appreciate the little things i give to you.
i love feeling the anticipation before meeting you, looking forward to seeing and holding you again.
i love how we always do nothing, just laze around, curl up and talk, watch tvee, or whatever.
i love to tickle your armpits even if that makes you mad.
i love it when you sneak beneath me underwater even if it makes me want to pull your pants down.
i love it when you kiss my forehead gently.
i love it when you cradle me to sleep wherever we are.
i love to share sleeping bags with you.
i love to  wake up smiling at your sleeping face.
i love your smell, and your goatee.
i love to love you, and,
i love you.

So many things about you that I love, countless things, but all in all,
i just love every inch of you.

you keep me so warm and safe, i’ll never settle for anything less now.
you’re all i need(:

g’night baby, sweet dreams.

makes me want to hug you reeeeal tight! (:

scissors paper stone in a brand new manner. FUN! =D

Training was pathetic today, but thou shall leave that outta this entry.

ONLY FOR MY BABYYY.

loveloveloveloveloveeeee.
i had a great night listening to mr brown and, snuggling up to you, after such a long time (:
iloveyou.