Please wait for her return.

who’s feeling the stress all day long.

here’s a huuuuuumongous hug for you to get you through tonight, and when I see you tmrw, I’ll give you a really really really really really big one and maybe, lift you up? =D

I spent the entire of today doing absolutely NOTHING. I woke up at near 11, had lunch, watched tvee, read my book, fell asleep, surfed around, slept more, snacked on random items, rot-ed, prepared to go out, lazed, dinner, back home, tvee, rot-ed more, tvee, and now, blog. What a life, I mean, NO life. Bored to the max, please ):
And, I’m camping in the living room tonight and the next, till  my room’s dust-free and all done up! I’d much rather sleep outside alone than cramp in the room with all the male species, a.k.a my bro and dad and hear them snore the night away =X So yes, I’m happy sleeping on the couch. Couch potato =D

LAUPUIYIN, CHAWANMUSHI WHEN!?!?!??!?!?!?!
MAKJUNLING, STUDY HARD OK. I dont wanna nag at you but yah,  for your own good okay!
SHURUN, basket she doesnt even know bout this blog but I suddenly miss her so much ): Her nonsense. Hahaha

Sigh, I miss my baby so much ):
Scissors paper stone, tmrw? =D PLEASE.

And,

as he loves to put it, 7 is a nice number. I agree (:
HAPPY SEVENTH(:

MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

As I watched her hand her ticket and passport over, this whelm of finality came over me. The end of four weeks marks her eventual departure once again. Those late night jumping around in bed, the gastronomical trips to holland V and very sinful indulgences in food choices, the meeting at lot-one to walk home together, the fight for atap chee in the ice kacangs, the sharing of 5 dishes between the two of us, the plans and dreams of going over to adelaide, the insights about life, the stupid jokes we come up with, teaching you how to use the stupid phone dictionary, you taking over the chores each morning for the past four weeks (damn, it’s back to ME again grr), giving me sound advice when needed and going crazy with me like, always, since young.. and of course, bailing me outta trouble =D I won’t get all sappy again, but I can’t wait till I see her next year, or something. By hook or by crook. Even if I have to go over and pluck fruits to pay for my airfare. I’ll get my ass over, somehow. I totally miss her already, miss driving her insane with all my off-key singing and embarrassing the shit out of her ): Come back auntie sue, come back ):

So there, good bye for now, but not for long (:

Helping out at SDBA’s like the best, cos there’s like non stop supply of food, and good food at that. Hahaha. Plus, it was awesome cos I think our team (jh collin brian ethan cher) really did us proud (: Had a great time smacking someone’s hand playing scissors paper stone=D

and a few random pictures from the past and recent. Just felt like it cos like, I finally know how to upload photos to entries? Hahahaha.

Eat me up ):

Two can play the game! I eat him back!
And erm, camwhoring while we were supposed to be studying? Hahaha

Green day! Spastic moment #2349820948923, on our sixth month (:

Our day, our place at the glasshouse. Just us.

AND, one last picture, just to prove I’m not as weak as pple think I am! HAHAHA
I LIFTED LIN JUNHAN UP AND WALKED A COUPLE OF STEPS OKAY!!! =D
Oh baby I love you soooooo very much (:

Tweelalalalaaaaaaa(: Nighteyyy.

A place of magick, where folklores and faeries reign.
I’ll bet anything it’s so beautiful, it’s going to be worth every penny.
And one day, I’ll get there and see for myself for all that it’s worth.

Fatigue?
Is that even the right word? I feel like a living zombie after getting back from CAPS and everything’s just zoned. I get into bed at 12 and I dont get to be asleep until 3 hours later. I subconsciously just roll about, habitually opening my eyes now and then then drifting off fitfully into sleep, only to end up awaking a mere 5 mins later. I wake up in the mornings feeling I hadn’t slept the previous night. Really, absolutely, definitely gotta sleep well tonight, lest I screw the day up again.

After dinner with the big family, auntiesue and I accompanied my grandparents back and as she talked to my gramps, I sat at the old playground, the one I used to play at till I was six, feeling all nostalgic. Those kindergarten friends I used to be pally with, Kimberly and Fiona, we played after school everyday at that same playground. We had second servings of macaroni every time it was served during break time and we would purposely sing at the top of our voice awfully during music lessons. And, get thrown out of class, at the age of SIX, during chinese lesson :X I can still remember how they look like vaguely, but it’s funny isnt it, we’d have probably crossed each other’s paths a million times in town but we didn’t recognise each other. Oh well. Those days. Hehe.

Like a vicious cycle, it goes round and round till everyone drops dead.

I miss seeing you smack all the tennis balls outta the courts, miss those lazy days in fronta the tvee with the dvds and chips, miss everything. just miss you.

For standing by my weird moods and tantrums, you deserve more than just a hug. I think you deserve me =D I love you baby.

4 long exhausting, overwhelming yet successful days have finally passed, and all the plannings that had been going on and on for months have finally paid off. Think I’ll update about CAPS later, or another day, my brain’s pretty much burnt out.

The nights were lonely, and I spent each one of them looking out into the seas, wishing you were right there beside me, holding me to sleep. Every single minute I wondered what you were doing, if you were thinking of me the way I was of you, if you miss me the way I do you. Early mornings I wake up and watch the day break, it brings me back to that day you took me to bedok jetty to watch the sun that never rose, yet we had fun all the same. Not knowing how you were over there, not knowing what you were doing, not knowing how you were feeling kills, and makes me so want to just take the boat back to spore. Yet sometimes I think I’m better off not knowing. GRR random random, damn tired.

Know what, I’ll probaby update bout CAPS.

CAPS India was awesome. Really awesome. The reason why it was so were the people involved in planning and also those who came and had the right mindsets to have fun. And really, without especially Chinchong, Darren and Romeo, this whole thing is really impossible to achieve. June.P and Edmund Oh were dead nice during the whole thing as well, and together, it just made this whole expedition terrific. It felt really good to see them all smiling, having fun even while staying up all night to do night duty, boil tonnes of water, cook all day, get wet by the games and just gathering together infront of the tvee to slack. The views were beautiful and breath taking, and the company was great. Jiun left earlier though ): Bunking with the juniors was a new experience, and definitely fun and better than I’d expected. Got to know the junior girls better, and had hilarious times with them throughout the four days. Walked around the village abit with a few of them and enjoyed the country life experience. The glassed soft drinks, the old school coconut sweets and RM0.50 nasi lemak that was pretty filling. Everything, everything, and everything was just amazing. I learnt a lot from this whole thing, I swear, and it’s really, really exciting. Paddling with frustration against the tough waters, knowing how the juniors endured through even more, constantly having to deal with cock-ups and sai-kangs, and working together with the main comm to put a smile on everyone’s faces. To sum it all up, CAPS India will be something that’ll remain etched in my mind even years down the road. The hard work, late nights we all put in, did not come to a waste.

No lies, baby, no promises.
I’ll take you,
just the way you are.

mon tues wed thurs/&fri to pass quickly so i get to run into your arms again.

Till then, promise you’ll miss me and i will you, definitely.
iloveyou.

Once upon a time, I was a very sad kid, who often had a very SURPRISED look on my face ):

Until one fine day, I met this other kid..

who often did stupid things and made me laugh.

And the first time we went out, we realised we both looked adorable pouting =D

Then on the first month, he took me to the zoo to see his species! (You know those same family as Ah Meng one, the orang utans?)

Then ah, whole day act bullied/pained with that AH face like I bully him like that ):

But I decided to forgive him lah, since he took me to see the president one night and let me box him after that somemore, see his mouth crooked already.

So, we decided to kiss and make up, then his mouth okay already (:

Somemore, he cycled with me to smelly Kallang at midnight leh.

So, must give him top prize $30 PRYDE voucher and a medal for being the best boyfriend!

Then he said,

“I’d sell my soul.” 

And really,

it was happily ever after.

ilubaby.

Credits: MakJunling, for the first photo, UGLY LIKE HELL HAHAHA

Lin Jun Han, for modelling in all others, including the last =D

Yours truly, for being an ultimate camwhore =D

loveyouuuuuuuuu.

Hello!

Rowed in the morning. Nothing much to say. Off to Raffles City for lunch, for a change! Hehehe then to MOE to settle his olevel oral thing. Then to lot one for Rogue Assassin. Not bad ah the plot, but I think I was kinda sleepy. Back home for dinner. But all in all, great day, cos every minute was spent with the love after deprivation for a couple of days.

Tvee marathon all the way from 7pm to erm now, 1014pm, which doesn’t count for much huh? Hahaha.

To school for CAPS the whole day tmrw and then meet py for her chawanmushi then meet baby for dinner and night out. Not so bad afterall!

I kinda made somebody aka backman angry today, and I’m sorry ): I hope you understand cos you’d do the same if you were in my position and yes, i’ll take care and know what I should and should not do. Don’t be angry alr alright? ):

I love you, even when the skies are grey. I’ll let you take my hand and lead me to wherever you want to go, and my heart will follow your every wish. I’ll laugh with you when you are happy and weep by your side when you’re down. I’ll hold you close and never let go and lean on your shoulder awaiting our beautiful tomorrow. Come what may, I’m here to stay, and like you’d said, love sees no flaws. Everything we’d been through makes us stronger, braver and make us cherish and treasure each and every thing we’ve had. I love you, more than anything in this world.

Cos my lips belong on yours.

rawrawr says (1:03 AM):
sigh
i know i suck

This, is by far the stupidest statement in my entire life that I’ve ever came across.

you suck, not. love you, i do. happy, we will be.

superb, you are.

see you tomorrow, can’t wait to.

iloveyou.

______

SLEEPY! ):

What a tiring day, I don’t even know what I did.
Fell asleep after lunch, like really into a deep sleep. I could hear June phoon and the juniors offering me food to wake up but I just couldn’t, so I slept on and on and on…… like, SLEEPING BEAUTY =D HEHEHE.

Random thought : I think Rapunzel really is one of the prettiest disney princesses! Ariel, the Little Mermaid is too, and Belle from Beauty and the Beast! But Rapunzel’s hair ah, wah lau, ENVY! ):  Such a thick, lovely mane.

Dinner was fantabulous. Toast, toast and more toast from Yakun thanks to my crazy aunt. Haha.

Tmrw’s gonna be another long day. Meeting for CAPS, briefing then TRAINING ZZZZ. Can’t wait to get on a boat on thurs, it’s been so long.

Don’t even know what to blog about these days, like daily shit, so boring but blah, just updating for the sake of it cos I’m kinda bored and stuff, just watching tvee and doing nothing.

Didn’t get to meet my baby in the end, well, it doesn’t matter. I still love you all the same (:

YOUR punishment, for going away to play game. I’m going to squash and cramp you in the stupid small sink till your eyes go  -.- and you put your paws around me!

HMPHF.