Archive for October, 2007

sweet eighteen!

Spare the fluff and hit home base, NOW!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETEST BABAYEEEE!

you’re finally eighteen and finally all grown up, so spread your wings and flyyyyyyy heheheh.
hope you’ll have fun tmrw though we’ll be going for training. we’ll have a fantabulous night, i promise (:
all else that I want to say, has been written on your card. so go read it tmrw (:

one of our favs (:

I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That’s all,
That’s all…

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter’s night
That’s all,
That’s all.

There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you,
And a love time can never destroy.

If you’re wondering what I’m asking in return, dear,
You’ll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it’s me that you’ll adore,
For now and evermore
That’s all,
That’s all.

that’s the best present i can give to you, love.

and you’re all I ever need(:

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just,

amputate my foot already. itchy like hell. zzzz

Can’t believe I spent 46 bucks on probably useless STRONG antibiotics and some stupid solution that will clear the bacteria from my foot -.- SCAMMED.

Anyways,
my baby smiled a big wide smile tonight.
All in due to a b&j’s icecream cake and mucselmoron with a teddy bear. (shuhui, if ure reading this, thankyou!(: heeheh)
Daph was a great help. Sorry for being so nervy hahaaha.

iloveyousoverymuch too(:

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nananaa

Always the same few people down for trainings. Always the same familiar faces.
Where are the rest?
We all have our own lives to handle, to lead, but if we put our heart down to doing something, we should stick to it. I’m not saying your life has to revolve around kayaking. But, I don’t know, you can’t just pen all these down. I guess it all boils down to what’s going on in your heart. Nobody can force you to do what you don’t want to do. And, it’s time management that’s so bloody important. I can only say so much. I know some people do feel like how I do, but it’s impossible to just force the team to come down. Like it’s been said, all have varied commitments.

So, afterall, it’s just a cca, isnt that what everyone thinks?

On a happier note,
Training was pretty okay.
I spent the entire afternoon reading and drifting in and out of sleep while watching my baby fix the comp. Haha. Wake up calls now and then and finally fully awoke at 7 plus in the evening, stomach growling. Dinner was good (: Headed home, and more food =D My mom went over to her friend’s place this evening for some hariraya celebration and there were tonnes of leftovers. Goodness gracious shiok like hell. I sinfully indulged in 11 pieces of small chicken drumlets/wings and other finger foodies. Heheheh.

Tmrw’s gonna be a loooong day.
Monday’s an important day for the love. Goodluck, break a leg (:
Tuesday’s a special day. Someone’s turning 18. Finally can do everything legally eh? =D

May all those who are sick, get well soon. Yes, you, daphne ong shiling.
May all those with abrasions get well soon. Yes you, baby. Yellow oil for you, mister?
May all those who feel lazy during trgs, don’t. Yes you collin.
May all those with projects manage them well. Yes you, addie chen xx (:
May all those taking A’s mug super hard and do super well. Yes, you shurun and junling.
May all those who can bake, bake. Yes you pearl tan.
May all those who always are late, be early. Yes you laupuiyin.

I seek solace and comfort in your arms, your embrace, when you draw me in and hold me close, like you’ll never let go.
I hear your heart beating while you sleep, and cradle your head in my arms.
I see you wake up when you do, and that dreamy look you have in your eyes is beautiful.
With you, my world’s become so much more colorful, beautiful. With you, love.

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for pearl,

the lazy bum.

THIS GIRL, PEARL, is such an annoyant and irritant but without her, trm will be shit. And really, what are the chances of us being grouped together with that person!?!??! LIKE SERIOUSLY. AND what are the chances of YOU drawing my reg. number for the presentation!??!?!!? Unfair shit you, you totally forgot my number’s four ):
AAAND, she bakes MARVELOUS cupcakes/truffles and whatever else that can be baked in an oven, she does it awesomely well. (Ahem*birthday*ahem*4thFEB*ahem)
And she’s my walking timetable, constantly providing me with the locations of our classes and info bout cancelled lessons and blah. And she runs the treadmill like, for an hour okay. Seriously. And, we both love black pepper chicken rice with tofu without nuts and more sauce. And, she likes yee-mian while I totally loathe it. She has this cupcake skirt which well, looks like the cupcake thang. She gets excited when I get opportunities to dress up and gets disappointed when I still turn up in shorts and tee. Hahahaha.

ALL IN ALL, PEARL’S LIKE THIS GREAT GIRL AND I LOVE HER SOOOO MUCH.
(truffles, please? =D)

rmbr how stressed we were that night, at harbourfront mac till midnight.
(And I totally missed my train, and spent 13 bucks on a cab from plaza sing. to marina sq-.-, all for standardchartered zz)

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Day in school was hooookaaay, skipped half of law lecture and met the love. Shopped at co-op for his mama’s present, wrapped it, wrote the card, and bounced off to paradiz centre for some good steamboat. Okay, I love the green tea pudding =X I’m not ashame to announce I could very possibly eat like 10 of that. Not nice meh baby ):
Headed to dempsey, supposedly to chill for a bit before heading home, with his two sisters but it was sure as hell packed so we turned back and I got a lift back (:

 You showed me faith is not blind
I don’t need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When You believe

There is no question we found the missing pieces
Our picture is complete
It’s fallen into place
This is out moment, you and I are looking up
Someone is watching over us
Keeping me close
Closer to you everyday

Nowhere
Nowhere on earth I’d rather be
No one can take this away from you and me

and, I miss you, love.
always am.

miss you strumming for me.

but in my heart, you always will be (:

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this morning,

I received a surprise sms from Miss Goh Shurun. I must admit, it was definitely a pleasant surprise. Hahaha. Turns out she’s decided to skip school the minute she walked into SA and she was headed to ecp, except she didnt really know how to go. And she asked me out for lunch! So I invited her along with me to this important shopping trip =P It was good fun, catching up, and knowing bits about all the nh pple I haven’t seen in ages. Hope A’s will be a breeze for them next week! (:

Met the love after that and napped a bit because I was simply too exhausted after a long afternoon =D I think he was very tired too, just that his computer game kept him a little more awake than I did. Db training till 9 plus, showered and rushed off to bk with jh collin and alvin just in time to grab our dinner before it closed. Home before twelve.

Drained, by the fecking foot which is not really healing.

Can’t wait for Singapore River Regatta. Chances are, we probably won’t win again, but this time, hopefully we qualify for semis or something at least. Don’t let our trainings come to naught, don’t let all that displeasure between all of us be wasted.

I actually want to make this a long entry but I don’t think I can quite take it. Tired like shit and I’m off to bed now.

But before I go, my baby’s the sweetest. Read his nick.

space for none,
cause you’re in it.

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most people,

they wish for money.
they wish for luck.
they wish for everything
they could ever get.
but one thing they’ll never get,
is what i have,
you.

just to see you smile,
i will go all out.

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shootin’ stars

A girlfriend told me that tonight will have quite a lot of shooting stars, even a possible meteor shower. But she lied lah! Hahaha okay her information just not very accurate. Kept a lookout during dragonboat trg but didn’t manage to see anyyyyy.
I love Kallang at night. Nothing, not even the foulest mood, can keep me from enjoying the beauty of it all (:

Spent lunch with the girls in class giving pearl a ton of job ideas but she still can’t figure out what she wants haahahah.

Eh a bit lazy to brog alr.

Addie addie addiiiiiie you’re soooo mean =P

HELLO MEIQING. HAHAHA FINALLY.

happy8th, though it’s 1209am alr. happy happy everyday(:

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the first 8th month!

and many more to come =P

1. Stop trashing me at reversi. I really hate it when you get all the corners I’ve been eyeing.
2. Stop trashing me at minesweeper flags. So irritating!
3. It all boils down to one thing, I get to trash you in checkers!, and possibly every other game =P
4. Stop brogging emo lyrics, I’m sorry if I made you sad ): I love you anyhows, and you know it (:
5. Don’t use your resistance band as skipping rope okay? (I can’t believe the saleslady thought I was for real-.-, DO I LOOK THAT STUPID!?)
6. You’re such an affectionate kwala (: MAOW! hahaha
7. Pineapple boluo bun = BUN + PINEAPPLE + BUTTER (draw!)
8. This is only the FIRST, we still have the FIRST FIRST YEAR and more =D

We are so childish together (yes, YOU AND ME, not just me)
And I have plenty of fun, always, all the time, with you.

Love you so, keep the faith, like the same.
It’s just us, till the end of time.

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changed.

Don’t you dig this life
They call the meek
You whose feet are on the ground
And if you get too high
What goes around comes around
And brings you down
Cause people gonna see you
How they wanna see you
People gonna rate you
People gonna hate you
People gonna shove you
People gonna love you
People gonna do whatever
Makes them feel they own you better

Cause everyone knows we’re strange
(Ahh)
So why do you feel ashamed
(Ohh) Baby
Everyone knows we’re different
(Ahh)
So why do you feel ashamed
We love you all the same

That’s why
Cause if you feel it
And if you mean it
Don’t apologize
And you’ll be just fine
Cause all they ever need is what you’ll give them
Is what you’re given
They only put you down if you give them permission

A song that speaks volume, that’s sent to me by someone who loves me, who wants me to be the best I can without any alterations, just being the way I am today. I’ve been wanting to do this entry for quite some time, but never really did know how to get started. So here goes.  Over the years, I’d grown accustomed to wanting to please people, so gradually I became this person whom people wanted me to be, not who I really was. I put a strict control on myself, almost killing whatever life I had left within me, and not even the closest friends could bring me out of it. Then someone woke me up one day, as I can still very clearly remember feeling the pain looking at what he’d done for me, just to give me a taste of my own medicine. True enough, it’d never hurt more. This song cannot be truer, its lyrics cannot be more to the point. People can rate, they can put me down and call me words, but only to make themselves feel better, more superior, and that’s damn true. I could be strange, but I’m myself, and those whom I love will still love me just the way I am. Who are those people to put me down when I myself am happy with being who I really am?
It’s taken years but now it’s finally gone. The shadows may linger, but they will never haunt. Mistakes made, lessons learnt, and all are kept close to the heart as reminders in future to do the right thing, to walk the right path.

You’re right, love, I’m good the way I am.
In fact, I’m proud to be this way.

I promised that I’m not doing it for you and I’m true to my words, to a certain extent. (You can’t deny that it’s really partly for you lah okay, dont be stubborn) But I’ve really woken up the day I saw you bleed for me. That hurts, and I can imagine what it does to you, the pain probably doubling or tripling, whatsoever. For believing in me right up till today, and more, I believe, thank you. You didn’t have to do what you did, or you may think you didn’t do a lot, but trust me, you did a hell lot more than you’d ever know. Little things count, and it’s those little things you do that awaken my conscience and being. Best friends do that, so you’re my best friend (: I love you.

And the two girls who tried so hard over the years, thank you. Words never are enough as gratitude, but you know what we shared meant so much more.  Mak junling, and laupuiyin (:

I could be the ugliest shit on earth, but knowing that there are the people whom I love love me in return, I dont care no more.

Christabel Tan Zhiying’s like the prettiest girl around, I don’t care! =D

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yak yak yak

Sigh, I don’t feel like leaving my house at all these days. My entire body’s breaking out in this stupid rash and I’m ugly and itchy everywhere. GAH.

Didn’t sleep a wink the whole night, thus rendering the 8am IS class to be a complete torture even with jj and ck.
Headed home after lunch with the love and  slept for two hours, waking up to quarrels and bickers. GAH.

):

GAH, just gah.

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