There’s this hugeass zit right at the bottom of my nose and it hurts like crap. ZZZZZ.
Just received this thang in an email and I’ll do it, cos I haven’t done it in ages and I’m really bored of my notes and really, I’ll just quit giving the excuses. I just want to do it to take my mind off things now HAHAHA.
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
i think it’s cuter if it’s on the cheek leh. no? at least i go gaga when jh does the cheek kiss.
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
how bout a short poffy dress? i dont like slinky and shiny but short’s good cos im short.
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
depends on who wrote it. if it’s anyone else other than jh, i think i’ll LOL and then.. read it of cos. it’s letter what.
4. Group dates or single dates?
depends on who’s in the group, if not, i’ll stick to my baby.
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
it’s an aboslute turnoff.
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
nope, not for me.
7. Is your hair up or down today?
i cant exactly tie my hair up, yet.
8. Do you straighten your hair?
hahaha ONCE, with this straightener i have at home and it sucked ass cos my hair frizzed like shit.
9. Favorite mascara?
erm, i dont really use makeup.
10. Do you get your nails done?
like, once and that was it. no point throwing money away.
11. Small or large purses?
small i guess.
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
cash, ezlink, a few random hair pins and eyedrops if i rmbr.
13. Jeans or sweats?
ahh neither lah. ass to small, cant fill either up. sad life.
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
rarely. OH, maybe for like formal presentations and i have to wear those heels?
15. Do you text message a lot?
I think quite a bit lah, like for nothing also text. e.g, when jh’s right next to me. HAHA
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
give birth to the kid?
17. What’s your favorite color?
i absolutely love green. and recently, a bit of brown too.
18. Heels or flats?
flats flats flats flats slippers though heels will prolly make me look taller!
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
I cry at every damn movie that has the slightest bit of sadness in it.
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
yup, always.
21. Walmart or Target?
ntuc can?
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
i do, but im not a fan of them.
23. Do you like preppy boys?
i love this boy who’s a canoeist and is good at doing what he does best, is there for me rain and shine, to pick me up when i fall, to hold me so i don’t, to carry me when im tired and to shelter me from the rain. Other boys, I don’t like. Only like this boy.
24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
not really. i kinda dislike the feeling of gloss cos it makes talking a lil uncomfortable. prolly just not used to it.
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nope, big sunglasses prolly cover my face.
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
well, if im already late, 10 mins. if not, 20mins or so.
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
no! im allergic to the cloth ones and i get the scar marks if i use those. ugly.
28. Do you like skater boys?
told you alr, i only like this particular canoeist.
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
about myself? quite a lot. wish i could be a lil stronger, nicer eyes, better complexion, taller, toner, fuller ass. but these days, i’ve learnt to be satisfied with what i have and what i am.
30. Gold or silver?
if youre talking bout medals, GOLD.
otherwise, silver.
31. Do you like to receive flowers?
i think all girls do. but it doesnt really matter i guess. flowers are superficial :x
32. Do you like surfer boys?
ONE MORE TIME. MY BOYFREND’S A CANOEIST.
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
erm sure, in tee and denim shorts, instead of tee and fbt?
34. Do you like to wear dresseses?
actually i realised recently theyre very comfy. so i guess i do!
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
why be confused? just ask.
36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
yes my boy.
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
er that’s pretty tough. im like 154 cm already.
38. Do you like to hold hands?
yes!
39. What is the youngest you would date?
i kinda like the idea of dating someone who’s either of the same age or older.
40. What is the oldest you would date?
3 years older than i am.
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
eyes. (youve got beautiful eyes baby)
42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
SWEAT is for animals. HUMANS PERSPIRE for goodness sake.
and yes, it’s hot when I see my baby pumping in the gym.
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
it’s the whole thang.
44. Do you like making eye contact?
only with people im comfy with, else it’ll be damn awkward.
46. Would you kill for chocolate?
not really. i like chocolates, but i dont think i’ll risk jail for them.
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
well, the plan foiled eventually but i did prepare what i was going to wear and stuff.
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
7 or 8 maybe hahahaha
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
erm not really. hahaha if i really wanna watch it, i’ll make sure i wont miss it.
50. Do you cry a lot?
ahahahahahahhahahahahyeshahahahahahah
51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
n e v e r whothehell does that?
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
yeah i think i did go out of my usual style to try and look better than normal. that’s a hell lot of effort for me ok.
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
not mushy but erm, SCARY ahahahah.
54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
every single one?
55. Do you have a boyfriend?
yes i do linjunhan.
56. Do you have cramps?
never, until this year. once ive had cramps so bad i couldnt crawl outta bed.
57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
yes. he knows who he is.
actually after completing this whole thing,
i realised it’s been a complete waste of my time. i could have been memorizing a couple more points from my notes hahaha.
my eyes are sore again and i can’t find my eyedrops this time round.
i dont know why but common tests this time seem so damn important and sometimes i feel like screaming and screaming and screaming just so i could feel better. maybe cos i can’t screw my gpa any further, or maybe im just disheartened to know there’s nowhere i can go after graduation. like, everyone will prolly be going to NTU for the tourism course, or perhaps overseas or stuff and i’ll prolly only be able to qualify for SIM since.. anyone can? wtf am i doing with my life. im never going to be one of those students who return to school five years after graduation, having become some CEO or millionaire and shit, and then giving those students motivational and inspirational talks just cos theyve made it big in life. im throwing away my life, so for the next 2 sems, whatever that’s left of my poly life, im going to make it worth while. my dad doesnt deserve this, not after ive convinced him im taking the right route, this is really what i want.
i hate being home on nights when the family’s all asleep, and msn’s really quiet. Okay not really quiet, but i just dont have much to say and everyone’s just busy studying and it’s all just blah and thoughts are running through my mind at like 23422343 mph making me really dizzy and suddenly hungry. i wish i could go bang on the piano now (yeah and prolly wake the whole damn block up) but no, i wish i could play the piano beautifully. i wish i was not so much of a disappointment to the people who care bout me, in every single way.
i think im so desperate and clingy it disgusts me.
i want to row, i miss kallang. i miss feeling the wind against my face (no, you dont have to be fast to feel that. it just has to a windy enough day), and i miss seeing fatty plonk into the water like some stupid dog, which he is :x haha.
this is possibly the longest entry ever, and the longest ive taken to blogged.
i started at just before midnight, and it’s 0143am now.
I’m such a pro.
if only in every other aspect.
