Please wait for her return.

 It’s kinda cliche to still do resolutions, since I don’t really remember what resolutions I make by the end of january anyway. But, I’ll try.

1. For my friends.
I haven’t been a good friend to many, esp in year 2006. I shouldn’t mention names, but you know who you are. In 2008, I’ll try harder, I really will. I don’t know how yet, but in any way possible.

2. For my family.
I haven’t been the best daughter either (but maybe sometimes they ought to look at it from my POV) but yeah, I’ll try to be better and do more for the family.
OKAY I FUCKING CHANGED MY MIND I REALLY DONT LIKE MY FAMILY SOMETIMES I WISH I WERE LYING. They all should shoot their brains out and wake up a bit.

3. For my studies.
I want to see how I do for this common tests first, cos I really put my soul into studying for it ): I somehow think I won’t really score well, as usual. And I really would like to see at least a 3 for my GPA for the next 1.5 years in ngee ann. If mugging at starbucks everyday is what it takes to get good grades, then that’s what I’ll do ): Sigh.

4.  For canoeing.
Actually I don’t know why I’m including this. I don’t even feel up to the strenuous 234234days-a-week training anymore. I feel so pathetic and weak I’m even contemplating to skip tmrw’s training. I don’t feel like I can move an inch to even run, or lift my flabby arms up to paddle. Whao this is really bad. I don’t really recall ever having taken a “break” from canoeing before, so I suppose this is my “break”, since I haven’t been paddling in like, a month. Not even gyming, or running. This is.. really bad. So bad, that I forsee aching muscles and lousy stamina tomorrow.

5. For holiday/money.
Come the next term break, I hope I’ll be soaking in Adelaide’s sun, picking fruits and earning money with my baby.

6. I must plan my future by the end of next year cos I don’t want to be an aimless soul roamng aound while all my other friends are going into universities, do I?

Last, but not least,
7. To be a better, more understanding, more caring, less clingy, more selfless girlfriend, to the best guy ever. He deserves that at least, if not more. It’s been a rough year, with all the problems we’d been through, but we’ve come so far, too far to let it go now. Come 2008, we don’t know what we’re going to face, but we’re going to do it together. And, I’ll be seeing 2009 with you, sparklers in hand.

That’s all for now. I can’t really think more, I’m quite tired actually.

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Whao it’s really fast. Right now, it’s 30th December 2007, 1219am already. In less than 48 hours, we’ll be going through a brand new year. Somehow, it doesn’t feel any different. I can’t even remember what I did on new year’s eve last year but I hope this year will be a good one, a memorable one.

I don’t know, I’d love to say I think I’ve grown up since the start of 2007 till the end of it, but I don’t feel much more grown up than before. I kinda think I’ve solidified a bit more, like more of a recluse hahaah. Okay kidding. Just thinking back, my birthday this year was pretty sad.  No more primary school days where my mom will throw embarrassing parties and invite all my girlfrends over to play pass-the-parcel. No more secondary school days where friends and classmates buy cakes and you have to blow many candles. I think I’m getting old. I don’t want to turn nineteen. I can’t believe I spent this year’s birthday studying BCA-.- That, must be the saddest thing for any business student. On a brighter note, dinner with shu and jl the night before was good, and I had fun with the sprinters at Sentosa in the day.

Which brings me back to recall, how jh and I shared a cab to clarke quay, and he stupidly sprained his leg running after the bus then texting me but I took eons to reply and then he dint reply and blamed my ultra late reply. Hahaha. Then how suddenly, we were planning to go out after exams to catch a movie. And well, that kinda failed. Then the 3rd day of chinese new year, we went out and had the best day of our lives. Okay, my life. It was simple, sweet, romantic and unadorned. Haha and so the story goes on. My life truly started then.

Did I say I was tired? Hhahaah.

So all in all, it’s been a rather eventful year. I just wish I were looking forward to 2008 more.
It’s seemingly a long year, with the start of Year3 and all, and also seemingly yet another end to another school’s life.

God, at this point of time, I’d like to add, I’ve this really loser friend, whose name I shall not mention.
loserfriend: You mean, you don’t club even if the pple around you do?
me: er, what’s wrong. I’m happy not clubbing.
loserfriend: don’t you find that really pathetic?
me: ……. not really. Am I?
loserfriend: boring shit.

HELLO I CLUB OR DONT CLUB WHAT’S YOUR BUSINESS YOU TALK TO ME LIKE ONCE IN 234923048 YEARS ANYWAY WHY DO YOU CARE -.-  I’m no loser, just cos I don’t club my life away.

ZZZZZZZ. Thank you puiyin you’re no loser too.

I really should stop here and go to bed.
But I don’t feel too good doing that when he’s not back yet.
I’ll just go lie down and finish my book.  It’s getting really exciting.

Okay maybe i’ll just watch soccer.

BORING SATURDAY NIGHT.

PHOTOS GALORE!

my beautiful 2year old cousin.

okay she seems really squirmy and upset here :x
i kinda forced her into it. HAHA

this is a lot better right! heeh so cute!!
BOTH.

this cousin my mom and aunt term TERROR RASCAL.
and my momma there.

and, my dady shopping ok!?!?!?

i just can’t resist another picture of her!

from my baby. the rarest of all, BLUE!

bedokjetty(:

my retarded auntie!!