Please wait for her return.

I never thought I’d say this, but now, I’m loving tr01 more and more each passing day. These integrated projects show me how much I really do appreciate their presence in my life, and how each one of them is always so nice to everyone else, even me. Without all of them, openhouse preparations and day one today would have been a complete bore. Not to mention the rest of the TRM cohort (: I hope tmrw won’t be so tiring ): I was so tired I ended up sleeping under a table at 5pm :x

The dance was, surprisingly, good and well received! Okay, the audience was larger than expected, and our mingling with the audience kinda failed, but everything else went well and we rmbred our steps and we did just fab! It’s just a class thing, and I’m really glad we managed to come up with this whole thing despite all the setbacks.

Packed up, debrief-ed and off to clem macs for some dinner which ended off with cecilia jialing sufang and me going on and on about ghost stories, freaking ourselves out, feeling scared to go home :x and vincent just listened. Hahaha. Train-ed home with sufangggggg! Hahaha. Another long day tmrwwwww. Law lecture in the morning, then openhouse again!

tired shit.

Besides managing the booth and performing,
1. deb and i walked to convention to get free mentos and better airconditioning.(she bluff me got free icecream lor, walk until there dont have alr!)
2. lausanne called and came over to find me, and we went to eat!
3. IS presentation was great, and the teacher treated all of us macs!
4. Did a henna with cecilia jialing and yingying and err, quite lousy. but 2 bucks only lah.
5. Daph called! but we dint manage to meet up.
6. Addie came over with an apple pie and smile for me (:
7. Sam came and i pinched her cheeks! Haha.
8. Jialing + Me = Nonstop bitching bout k_____

Can’t think bout anything else except..

I haven’t seen you today and,
i’m missing you bad.

I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I’ll take
The last flight out

goodnight, world.

It’s been a long day.

happy birthday eddie,
happy birthday ct,
happy birthday jiawen!

“oh my love i just had this image that we set out on a private yacht into the sea. then we anchored the boat in the middle of the ocean and watched the sun set. with my wrinkled eyes barely open i tucked you under my arms and slowly faded away. it’s usch a nice scene, brings tears to my eyes”

i wouldn’t want it any other way,
but at times,
you just seem so far away.

and tonight,
im going to bed without hearing your voice.

It’s not just about whether I can or cannot do it, it’s also about whether I want or not to do it. When you WANT to do something, chances are, you will do it, and you will do it well. But when forced into something you don’t want to do, as much as you have to, you won’t enjoy it and you probably end up resenting the world. What’s the point? There isn’t any, truth to be said.

___________

We all adore taking people for granted. Don’t you just?
Friendships are probably the most fragile things on Earth. As much as you hold them dear, or at times so tight you suffocate them, it’s never a 100% guarantee they will stay with you forever. What is forever? Nothing is.

___________

The minute I reached home today, Mel called. And I thought it was about the party. But no, it was bout F_______. Wah damn random can. Like what, d_____f______ HAHAAH. Okay lah shan’t expose you here. =P
melcinspens! settlers again, pleeeeeease.

this one damn cool, i like!

expressions damn ugly please. ahahah

___________

Dancing again reminds me of nanhua. NHDS. Mr Low and his height (short!).
Jialing and I were randomly talking bout lao shi and dance today while practising for the openhouse. Fond memories.
And, hello TR01 Performers! WE CAN DO IT =P

I detest my mom okay. She’s this sadistic idiot who pressed a bandage soaked in QING CAO YOU (it’s this oilment that KILLS open wounds baaaaaadly) on my raw wound?!!!!!?!!!!!!

I’m damn tired, really.
Exams coming again. Feels like I haven’t really finished taking a break from common tests, and exams are here AGAIN.
I hope the aussie trip will still be on. But now, well, chances are wavering.

Long day today.
Longer day ahead tmrw.
A long week to come……..

Openhouse = our grades.
We’ve gotta ace this shit, and we will.

My toes hurt bad. Another sleepless night.

A BAD START TO THE WEEK ):

g’night world, and ilu baby.

On a normal Sunday morning, I’d be up by 7, at kallang by 830, in waters by 930, out by latest 2, at suntec by 230, lunched by 330, chilling till 5 or 6 then dinner or/and home.

Today, was a different kinda Sunday. Quite fun, I’d say, but very tiring.
First-Step Bazaar at Bukit Batok Interchange. Err I wouldn’t exactly call it a success, but it wasn’t too bad I guess, a new experience for.. uprising entrepreneurs. Like, garang guni US, who used the bloody horn and called ourselves Leylong Leylong, and sold clothes for 5pieces at $10 (mind you, some of which still has the original price tab on and the others only worn once or twice). But but but, it was quite fun! Oh shit, I suddenly rmbred I promised diane to buy her cotton candy =X It slipped my mind. Oops.

THENNNNNNNN,
jh came! Heh (he just signed in , wheee!)
He waited patiently with the company of alvin, and aftr that, his psp (: Cabbed back after dinner due to the heavy bags and hung around awhile before he went home (:

Did a nice photo calendar at annayingyingedwinjuchi’s booth!

Okay, maybe cannot see properly, but yah lah, quite nice!

and, my lovely group for TLAW (dontremindme) and ECD!

CAN ALR! =D

SHIT SUDDENLY CANT UPLOAD!!!!!!! ):

i try again later!

and next sunday……..

back to the wakeup at 7 routine! ):

(P.S – Je t’aime)

Lessons ended at 1PM, not…… 4pm. I got it wrong, like, AGAIN. ZZZZ
Thank God got TDM proj to stay back for. But instead of having a decent lunch, OMG I JUST REALISED I HAD ONLY A HOTDOG BUN FOR LUNCH!, I ran into daph! So we went to get her jacket, then had a loooooooooong like, 2 hours talk, in the middle of nowhere. Hahaahha then she went home, I went to practice my err, dance steps for openhouse. Hahaha lost touch totally.

SOOOOOO AFTER EVERYTHING,
off to holland V for coldrock, somebakery, katong laksa, nasi lemak, annnnnnnnnd,

SETTLERS.

Wah I swear my voice is totally gone from laughing so hard the whole night. I’m damn slow at reaction games lah, but it was damn fun screaming, at err, nothing. And cindy and I played lousily at taboo initially but we got the hang! WEE. Wah okay so fun, but the service was BAD LIKE SHIT. We had our first glass of refillable drinks like, almsot an hour into the 2 hours we paid for -.- BAD BAD SERVICE. The company was really awesome, though.
I can’t believe cindy’s guessed to my hints.
The word was tickle, and..

me: you know, when i put my hand under your arm pit, you will feel..
cin: HARASSED.

word = STOP
me: you run run run then suddenly you ______!
cin: FALL!

And when I went home…… I really run run run then.. fell.
Stupid cindy.
And guess what, spens doesn’t know who Angelina Jolie’s husband and Troy’s leading character is. SERIOUSLY.

Word =  BIMBO
cin: paris hilton is a ____?!?!
me: BITCH?!
mel:k__y___ is a ______?!?!
me: BIMBO!!!!!!

We totally made use of yknowwho to play taboo.

Left at eleven plus, ran all the way to buona vista to stupid cindy in case we missed the last train.
HENG. I think nearly.
Talked all the way home (: It’s been a long, long time.

I’ve had a good day(:
Glad you did too, and i love you.

but dont know where to start.

settlers tmrw with old friends, can’t wait (:
breks with koonchin at 930 = skipping spa lecture
TSK she tell me dont go one lor. her fault. HAHA.

good day with the love. *bitesclawsrawrs*
I haven’t shown you my power yet, you wait!

ncm t1, die die also must finish the 22km.

dracula and the poor pale ghastly victim, wheeee!

mello mello random mello.
cindy number oneeee.
spens ff.
junling on the same side of the boat.
shurun buys me doughnuts.
puiyin eats orange muffins, yay.
ADDIE  MY NCM t2 PARTNER!

OK TIME TO SLEEP.

i nearly lost you.
my one and only kwala.

My aunt’s plane just departed 20 minutes ago.
Hate it when she leaves, but love it when she’s back. But in any case, I’m going to see her in 2 months (I hope) and spend an awesome holiday over there, even if it’s just picking apples and farming. HAHA.

My head’s been spinning, and I hate long cab rides. They make me absolutely sick. And reading the ultra long law article isn’t helping.

Gonna see my mama off first before going for trg tmrw, so I’ll prolly hit the sack soon.
My eyes are closing anyways.

I hope you feel better baby, ask your tummy to stop squirming.

I hope my aunt lands safely the next morning.

I hope march comes soon so I’ll be gone.

I hope my birthday never arrives.

Screw being 19.

(: ,
cos I really do have wonderful, though albeit bitchy, friends! =D Bitchy’s for you, mel, but I love you all the same. And spens was being the photographer most of the time today and 4 pratas =D Science centre was so much fun, cos I only had to pay $3 for the kids’ admittance…. while they had to pay $6 for adults’ ones. HEHE. Cheap thrill. But good day, all the same (: (Mel will take eons to upload the photos…. so… be patient)

): ,
cos jh’s awfully sick and is so much pain today but I couldn’t do anything. I hope you get well soon, baby, I’ll see you in a jiffy, before you even know it. I love you so, silly poke.

_________________________

Esplanade visit yesterday. Pics un-uploaded. Hahaha.
But pearl and I saw howard ytd! Hahahah.  And kc and I met this irritating bitch at Starbucks.

me: can I have four packets of butter to go with my muffin please?
bitch: i don’t need four, just ONE will do (with emphasis on ONE)
counter staff: sorry no more butter.
bitch: if have, please give it to me, since I only need ONE.
bitch walks off to collect cake and back for her coffee..
bitch: who eats four packets of butter.. (in an underhand whisper meant for me to hear)

what a complete bitch.

Long day tmrw, hopefully we’ll get Tlaw done, as much as possible.

Okay off to bed, just wanted to update so the love can read tmrw when he’s up. I love you (:

my sources of entertainment at his place =P