UNGLAM AT HER BEST

to just stand by, not being to do anything at all.

Early in the morning 9 o’clock, dan and yang called me to tell me…….

IVE WON A PAIR OF TICKETS TO THE INCUBUS CONCERT! HAHAHAHA.

yaaaaaaay.

So I went for training happily! okay was actually bloody tired from yesterday’s training.

And all of us headed to pitstop cafe at boat quay after suntec’s kfc lunch!
All of us = me jh collin jiajun lawrence alex alph mark

Wah omg taboo is really quite funny. Some standard things we say when we see the first card.

jh: okaaaaaaaaay… so…
collin: AHHH OH SHIT. (for most of the cards)
lawrence: *pauses for 10 secs for each card*
alph: *tries hard to explain and ALWAYS blurts out the forbidden word*
me: YOU KNOW AH!!!!!

Aahahaha. And Balderdash was really quite fun. Okay I think I’m quite a lousy liar, or at least I get tricked quite easily. Zzzz the pro-conner is JIAJUN. Bloody hell he finished damn fast. Followed by collin and jh. ZZ conners!

So extended one more hour just to play more! And we went home happy kids with a well-spent day. Heheh at least I did! hope the rest did too. AWESOME TEAM.

OKAY NOW IM REALLY SLEEPY
AND TMRW IS BUDGET DAY AND IM SO

NOT

LOOKING FORWARD ): DAMN.

sweeeeeeepy.
iloveyoubaby.hope you enjoy the concert, when we get there =P

you try to erase the image but you just can’t.

when the fact is, it may just happen for real.

i am going to blog a random entry and i doubt youre even gg to read THIS particular random entry, knowing how random you are. NOT.

and this RANDOM entry exists only because YOU requested for it.

evidence?
<pearl – bel>: HAHA how random, belllll post most more random entries than loveydovey ones k, hahaha i need something to read! 

HAHA.

tee hee hee.

I’m wondering how my gpa’s going to look like this semester. Not like it really matters anymore, but I just don’t want to retake HBM. Not just HBM, but like, the fact that if i really do retake that, I’ll have to face andy oh AGAIN?!?!?!?!?!?! I might as well just kill myself to save myself the misery.

Long day today. Long weeks ahead. 8th seems so near. Really damn near. 11th seems so near too. Can’t wait, no matter how long we go away for. Just need to get out of Spore.

Went for a run on my own accord after 2904834 years. Even my mom went like, are you okay? did you like… JOG? -.- But quite tired ah. Ran to the stadium, finished ten rounds, and slowly walked back. Shit, I live quite far away from the stadium. If I cycle, it takes like, 5 mins. If I jog, it takes like, 10 mins. But if I WALK, it takes like 20 minutes!! WHY!?! Cos my legs short? ):

p.s. i love you, still cannot get outta my mind. so , so sad.

Eh for those who wanna watch Juno, but haven’t, save the money. It’s not that good a movie. I wonder why they rave about it day in day out.

I wanna smell smelly kallang. NOW. I want to kick r_____’s ass! I want to beat her and make her scream, instead of her leaving me screaming after each race! Bloody hell. I must i must i must and i bloody will.

My “my girl” dvds are still lying on the table. I can’t get started now, if not I’ll get so hooked, I’ll watch through the night, then the next day I won’t be able to focus during trainings. No no no I’ll bring to aussie and watch or I’ll watch after MR500. Zomgggg can’t wait. My girl my girl my girl!

This entry really is bloody random.

tee hee, so cute.

listen baby, I don’t want to imagine YOU dying ANYTIME, ANYWHERE.  COS YOU WONT SO SHUDDUP DONT TALK BOUT DYING ):

Gah I’m so sleepy nowadays I can barely open my eyes when it’s only 1127pm!
Pitstop on thurs! can’t wait.

Now now, should I go on about more random stuff?

My left jaw hurts like crap everytime I have to open my mouth to chew something. Zzz. Can’t even eat a fillet burger happily. It’s like, bloody flat. If I’d picked the usual McSpicy, i think my jaw might have dislocated at the very first bite. Holy cow.

I need to get my act together. There’s no other way out.
The impossible happens somtimes. This is one good example.

Addie, take care! I mean, ask him to ask her to take care! LOL. Aiya you get me lah.

WAH speaking of random, I RAN INTO SHURUN YESTERDAY LAH AHAHAHAHHHA
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG SHURUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! =PPPPP

I think my entry’s quite long, dontcha agree.

Lau, I saw G_____ today. HA HA HA. and no, she’s as un-hot as she always is.

Wah okay time to stop.

Goodnight, world. And to end it off,

my bf with his sexy boobs says hello! =P

It seems like a really.. impossible-in-reality movie, but truth is, it is more real than you can ever imagine.

baby, im really scared.

and ireland really is beautiful. i went to find the entry i typed bout ireland the last time. belittles what i saw of her in the film. the sheep! wah bloody cute.

and im scared, truly am.

have you any idea how?

a year’s nothing. time’s nothing. we shouldn’t count.
cos time stops whenever i’m with you, or at least i wish it could.

i can’t explain in a single reason why i love you, but i can give you many ideas of what i love about you.
when you sneeze into my face
when you go, mao mao in that tone
when you do that ugly pout
when you dig your nose HEEHEE
when you fart, even in my face
when you go on and on about canoeing
when you ignore me on msn to watch canoe videos
when you ignore me to talk to collin bout strokes
when you hold my hand
when you hug me tight tight
when we eat at seoul garden
when you act silly
when you TRY to humor me
when you play with rusty
when you let me play with rusty
when we just do nothing at all
when we watch stupid shows
when we do stupid things
when we see stars in each other’s eyes
when you carry me
when we cuddle all night and talk
when we have stayovers
when we cook together
when we talk late into the nights
when you make me cry
when i make you cry
when we end up crying together
when we quarrel, about everything, anything
when i get jealous bout yknowho
when months just fly past, and
when some just crawled
when we study tgd, and
when we digress by doodling
when we try to write in chinese
when we talk about us
when we talk about tweelalas
when we walk into the night
when we scream for each other during races
when my heart swells if you win, and
when i still love you if you don’t
when you said im a winner no matter what
when you stayed by my side when i was in ttsh
when you cried cos i hurt myself
when you injured yourself cos i hurt myself
when you held me close and told me it doesnt matter
when i see in your eyes that only i matter
when whatever we do in the past 365 days, i can’t seem to recall every bit,

but yet i know everywhere i go, there’ll always be traces of us.
fish&co, national library,  night cycling, iceskating, bowling, novena, j8, cck, causeway pt, vivo, cini, heeren, clarke quay, billybombers, acid bar, mos, new year, kallang – i can go on and list every inch of spore, but i have a memory for each that we’ve visited and the list will be miles and miles long. And simple things that every other person does, we made it special to just us.
we’ve been through so damn much, and you know it, i know it, only we both know how much, and i finally know what “accept you for who you are” means, cos you made sure i got that damn right. with you, i never saw the need to hide what i was feeling, even anger, sadness, happiness, pms-ness and all. and i hope, you never did too. i felt like you were the bestest friend i could ever have, and you are, and have been to me. that’s why im lucky. people get best friends, people get boyfriends, but i got really lucky. i’ve got a soul mate who listens to my dreams, who dreams with me, who tells me his dreams. i’ve got a soul mate who is willing to give all he’s got to make us what we are today. i’ve got a soul mate, who is everything, and more, that i could ever ask for.
and for you, i’ll put the stars in your hand.
and for you, i’ll give you all i’ve got.

i could go on all night, cos ive got so many things to tell you, but all of which you already know. i could just type about every single detail, but i won’t. cos you know it too, and we’ll just keep it in our hearts, for a long long time.

cos every time im tired, you pick me up again.

i love you, words that no other who say will make more sense than when you do.
and i hope it’s the same for you.

for the worse, or better,

we’ll see each other through,

just like mao maos do (:

the title speaks it all.

especially hate runny and blocked noses. my eyes are barely opened.
2 hours of sleep don’t help shit.

and there’s still hbm to go.

damn.
If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

felt so lousy about who you are, you just wonder what the hell are you doing in this world?
like nobody’s listening to all that you’re screaming? like, you just don’t fit in anymore?
like you just don’t match up anymore?
damn this exam craze.

so, im going to cheer myself up by boiling 3 sinful eggs now, so i can enjoy the yolks.

My body hasn’t ached like this for quite some time now, and bloody hell, it feels awesome.
I just found out more methods of making use of my pathetic 2kg dumbbells to work my body more.
and being random,
I love the wind against my face. I love feeling angry and it makes me just want to go faster.
PLEASE PISS ME OFF BEFORE RACES! TEE HEE.

Sarahs really are nice people (:

Omgggggggggggggg law is so near ): tmrw will be fully dedicated to doing law tutorials and HOPEFULLY……. I’ll have enough time for TDM and especially, HBM.
OKAY SCREW EXAMS.

and there’s this little boy…………………….
who’s mine……………….
and i just wanna say……….

wahlau i love you so bloody much!!!!!!

and im a total sucker for baby tweety. OMG.