Dearest sweetest sexiest (i know you’re just dying for this lah, okay!) hottest prettiest and ahem*sluttiest* MEL.
Here’s a HAPPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
And, I hope you had fun during the chalet last night! (:
cin- doubt you’ll be reading this, but your msg’s so damn sweet! and the food was fine lah, idiot. and yes, i’ll rmbr that taekwondo belt you have you violent little prick!
shu- you poor thang. as im typing this, you’re at work =X but thank you so much for the company last night (: can’t believe we actually went out of the chalet place to the beach through a pathetic hole. like prison break can?! hahaha.
jl- thank you for coming last night though you probably dint really enjoy much. but i love you anyway and.. just to irritate you, think of me when you hear *hey shortaye it’s ma birthday..* =P
spens- for organising this whole chalet with your fellow committee ah, like cindy weili pearl and all, thank you and sorry for all the trouble x100000 but your ghost stories really quite scary zzz even jolene grabbed my hand can!?
and MEEEEEEEEEELLOOO, you slutty one. I’m not very cliche one hor, dont have best wishes for 2008 and dreams come true kinda shit, but here goes!
your pjs are damn exp and RED can. But suits the new year mood, so i guess you can wear that to bai nian? Hhahaahha. And, thank you for bursting into the room last night ah you. A bit sia suay can. And, you behaved quite weirdly when ure drunk. Like, you went to grab spencer’s ass? HAHAHA KIDDING. But anyhow, it’s been so long coming and this is like, well, the first time ever, we celebrated our birthdays tgd! (in a way) aaaaaand, i love you mel (:
and to the rest who were there last night! though mainly mel’s friends and it took awhile to get .. more sociable. Initially I really felt a little awkward, but thank God for shu! hahaha.
janice jolene liting weili pearl edwin ben (yiling and jocelyn but i dint really talk to them),
thank you too (:
pictures up soon!
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im sorry i broke down and lost control, but i didn’t feel angry with you or whatsoever, just confused about everything. about not winning, bout not excelling, bout not being the best i can to you. and now, ive gotten over it. and pulled myself together cos i know i can do this. but i can’t do it all alone. and i need you. necessity and luxury, i want both. i need, and want you, and i love you cos you’re the only one who can do this to me, make me feel the way i do. hold me again, tonight.<
