Please wait for her return.

sunset at grange.

candle-lit dinner at home (:
PREPARED BY  JH AND ME OK.

sunset-ed at victor’s harbor.

the city (:

i think the kangy loves me. cos im so cute!

kajiao the emu!!!

EMUEMUEMUUUUU.

look at the skies. damn blue right. not a single piece of cloud!!

the two blurred dogs oops.

AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE!!!!!! SO CUTE AH HAHAHAHA.

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Gyming yesterday was quite, tiring. Muscles aching. Plus after today’s sprints.. omg. Hahhahah but shiokkkkkkkka!
Lunch was at pizza hut, then today’s chilling was some higher-class place okay!!!!!
Stupid collin wanted to eat his carrot cake, so jh and i had to accompany him into NYDC. And then jh got tempted by mudpie. I stuck to ice water!!!! Heeheehee. Chat long long then go home (:

Shit i’m quite sleepy now. But i wanna finish watching the channel8 show.

OKAY OFF I GO.

and here’s a chunk for the boy. he’s so cute until…………….

take photo also must rub nose -.-

 BUT I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. I hate presumptuous people. You think it’s the fact of life when it really isn’t. Check your stats before shooting your trap off.

2. I hate paranoid people. Namely, me. Fullstop.

3. Sometimes, I detest crybabies. Meaning, sometimes I pretty much hate myself.

4. I hate changes. Sometimes, stagnant is good. Quiet is good. No change is the best.

5. I hate setbacks. But setbacks bring you further in life. Or so they claim.

6. I hate being really tired, even from not doing anything much at all. That’s exactly how I feel these days.

7. I hate looking back. Cos I’ll end up missing everything so much. For now, it’d be the trip.

8. I will hate my life in a year. Cos that signifies the end of poly life and the start of yet another.. journey. All over again.

9. I hate periods. Self explanatory for girls. Mood swings, bad cramps, filthy blood.

10. I hate not knowing what to blog and end up blogging such rubbish.

Gyming in an hour’s time with kc ben and deb. Doubt I’m gg to be able to do much, maybe I’ll just sleep? Hahaha. I really feel like sleeping. Just sleep this lifeeeee awayyyy.

just look back this once, before we really lose it.

my super unglam darling auntiesue and uncle adrian, who as usual, can’t be bothered =p

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love,
is holding on with faith,
and sharing innermost thoughts,
and all heartfelt feelings.
It is sacred, and special,
and in some way,
abundant.
It is caring, even when tired,
shouldering, even when exhausted,
and it is more,
than just showing it.
It is given without needing reason,
and received with joy.
It is in a simple hug,
a peck on the cheek,
or a simple, i love you.

It gives unspoken strength,
and courage,
to face the difficulties in life,
hand in hand.
It signifies a bonding,
only the two in love would know,
feel, indulge, and understand.
A bonding,
even by the viles of life,
is hard to break.
And this special feeling,
it may last for ever,
if only just,
we are willing to wait.

We don’t need a chance,
to proclaim, or give,
all the love we have within.
We shouldn’t feel shy,
or embarrassed,
if mushy words speak the truth,
or if a squishy hug shows it all.
Giving love,
is never too much.
Humans will never have too much,
of such invaluabilities.
You have to find it deep down,
in a secret chamber you’ve yet to discover,
and then have the courage,
to give, and show,
and finally, to reciprocate,
what others bestow upon you.

It takes faith,
more than any other thing.
And it takes,
not just one,
but two.

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random. it’s been so long since some decent thoughts. but reading back, it just seems so childish. hahaha

tired.

Adelaide in Chinese!

Loved the country, the air, the house, the company, the weather (okay second week)!

1st week’s temperate was an average of 40deg, like zomggggggxcsdfmsdf. Once in a 100 years heatwave. Howwww very lucky. But second week was good! Average of 20 deg in the day and at night it dropped to almost 12deg. Shiok like hell.

Okay now warning ah, this whole entry is about the whole trip for my own references. So DONT READ ON if you’re not interested and DONT LAMENT that it’s a long entry if it turns out to be.

day 1: Reached Adelaide in the morning! Hugged auntie sue, waited for uncle adrian, headed back home! Played with the doggies(: hehehehe. Off to the city for Scootzi pizza, Fasta Pasta at night with uncle bradley and company where we got introduced and HOOKED to LemonLimeBitters (better know as LLB), then to the beach for some cool air.

day2: To Pho shop for some Pho!, then to Arndale for first round grocery shopping. Home-cooked dinner by US! Success! Hehehe. Candlelight dinner(:

day3:  To Flinders Uni where my aunt teaches, slept in the library waiting for the time in singapore to release results. YAY. Did reasonably well, I guess. Tried the EXPENSIVE CAFE FOOD which really sucked like crap. To the city for some subway lunch before heading to the pub to meet up with auntie sue’s fellow teachers, naurelle (damn nice right her name) amy and er, some guy whose name slipped me. THEIR DRINKS ARE DIRT CHEAP, REALLY. A shot of baileys for like, 3.50 aussie dollars?!?!?!? What in the world. And their pubs open from 10am onwards, till late and people just drink booze like water. Dinner was Fish and Chips at Grange, which was goddamn good i thought.

day4: Lazed around with chips and dvd before heading to Victor’s Harbor for a penguins’ tour! Hehe managed to see some cute little ones in their nests and our tour guide was quite funny (lame). LOL.

day5: WE WERE EXCITED BECAUSE THE HEATWAVE WILL END IN 2 DAYS. yaaaaaaay. So off to the hills we went! German cuisine for lunch. Chocolate factory for candies! Cheese factory for erm, nothing. Smelly blue cheese, HATE IT.

day6: ONE MORE DAY TO 20deg! So we headed to the mall, picked up dvds more chips, went home and played games all night long.

day7: 20+ DEGREES = END OF HEATWAVE! TO THE CITY FOR REAL SHOPPING IN COOL AIR!!!!! Supre was bloody good.

day8: Glenelg Beach Town for HAVAIS SPREE. 3 pairs each in total at the end of the trip =P Nice place, really. There was the Volleyball er, Nationals? Internationals? The tall world. Tsk.

day9: Slack day. Morning was Harvey Park with the dogs, lotsa photos there (: Nice place, except it’s situated right beside/behind a cemetry?! Arndale once more, and then we cooked steak for dinner!

day10: Cleland Wildlife Park! Wallabies kangaroos emus all in the wild. Gawwwd. So cute. and Koalas! Lazy pigs sleeping all day long ): kwalaaaa the best.  Then popped by Mount Lofty for the best view of Adelaide (: Really was pretty and very very cold.

day11: KAYAKING at Dolphin Sanctuary. Beautiful waters, very salty though. 100x saltier than kallang? hahaha and only we got to see the school of 7 dolphins. Gawd they came so close, we could just reach out and touch them. Holy crap cute creatures. And their EEEE sounds. ahhhhhhh. so cute!!!!! Then back home for some bbq dinner. Okay, the guys did the bbq-ing. Auntie sue and i kinda rotted around =P

day12: To my uncle’s farm! Whao it’s 200km away and the farm is really humongous okay. 1000++ sheep roaming around and lots of crops. So we went to an emptier paddock and learnt driving! Wheeee drove around, got out of the paddock, and jh drove us all back safely to the main house =D hehehehe. Visisted some coal mining areas. Eh not very interesting for me lah but yah, see see lor.

day13: Buffet at Watermarx (Spell?) which is in Glenelg. Saw the China Nat Team for Volleyball. Bloody tall freaks, instilled some inferiority complex in me. Tskkkkk. Then to HarbourTown, where i got some nice stuff!

day14: Last minute city shopping!!!! Seeing everything for the last time. Sigh. Scootzi for the last meal in the city (: Nice ending. Dinner was at O.G Pub. Cool shit, they have a salad bar buffet style and it’s really pretty good! I think my tummy was filled by the cheesed cauliflowers rather than the 2 barterfish i had. Hahaha.

day15: Last day. Last meal at Pho Than dint work out cos it wasnt opened yet. So off to another Viet restaurant which wasnt as good but we all had to make do. Off to the airport. Sigh. ):

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It’s been a fantabulous two weeks. I had the blast of my life, even just lazing around playing board games, making white chip mac nut cookies and cooking random stuff! and jh’s really been a dear for indulging me in all my cravings for bong-bo-hue. (: And you make awesome LLB bytheway. It’s weird, like you’ve said, going to sleep where I am now, because you’re not beside me, because we dont take our usual walk in the yard, just watching the stars before we sleep, with the window beside us. It’s just different now, and it makes me more than ever want to go back to the two weeks we had. Those memories I will keep close to my heart and they’ll stay for a long long time. My first trip overseas without family, and with you baby, it could never be better. Seeing you, living with you, sleeping beside you, brushing teeth with you, walking the dogs, running with them on the beaches, everything baby, 24/7 for 2 weeks is not enough. But for now, it’ll do (:

And my aunt and uncle, for being the bestest hosts ever.
My aunt, for everything. It makes me tear still, right now when i type, as i think of the last hug at the airport. All the plotting scheming planning to make this work, and now it’s over. But it was good, really good. Never before has a trip affected me the way it did this time, and in such a positive way.

I love you guys so much. Really so so much.

Photos a lotttttt. Nextentry.

I can’t help but still reel in the two weeks I’ve just had.

Today, I’m touched by many things. All in all, for having such good friends.

1. Shurun, thank you.. so much.
2. Addie, for the eat-over LOL.
3. Koonchin, for your 2 shirts and gyming and dinner today! (: smile lah okay (: i’ll rmbr the university brochures!
4. Daphhhyy, wah you, really touched to the max. Come  all the way to lot1 after attachment and bought me moisturiser seh. and a few hair clips and old chang kee. HAHAHAH. heart you ah. ahahah. and I swear, the squid head got problem cos my tummy still  hurts.

AND IN 24 HOURS, I WILL BE CHECKING IN AND FLYING OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

WAH SEH EXCITED TO THE MAX CAN.
AUNTIE SUE HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHKAOZXZ so excited to sit airplane! eat airplane food! drink airplane coke! watch airplane movies! use airplane toilet! sit airplane seat! see the airplane! cannot waitzzxzzzx!

everything packed! ( except erm, charger and some random stuff)

hail adelaiiiide!

EMPTY.

“Nearly”

what a deceptive word! hahaha.

leap years was good. not that bad for a local production. and wong lilin was sizzling hot, along with the 3 other eurasian sexy mamas.

pitstop time! w jh jj collin alex lawrence darren alph this time (about the same people lah ahhaha)
Balderdash, SNORTA! HAHAHA MAO!, Leaning tower of Pisa, SWAP. I think that’s all? And oh, 5 baskets of crinklet fries and now I’m a pitstop member! Haha.

training today, with the trial run of the new regime. pretty good, but i swear im completely wasted now. my shoulders and back are aching like crap, and my calves are still recovering from the leg lifts and jumping jacks on sunday. ahahahah complain entry seh. but good good. tired is good. more tired better. very tired best.

let it not hurt on saturday, i’ll give anything for that.
let it come true, for it’s been too damn long.
i’m not going to settle for NEARLY any more.

Let tues come soon. I wanna fly away.

random shit.

I was up all night till 5am watching My Girl and I highly suspect tonight’s going to be the same! So exciting hahahaha.

and baby, here’s something for you.
If a million miles were between us
I’d want you to know
If I had to drive all day, take that flight
Across this ocean, I’m coming home tonight
Don’t let it play on your mind
Cause my devotion is for all time

and i love you so.

Funny. As I sit here typing this entry, my body feels like it’s giving way. Yet at the same time, I feel the bloody adrenaline pumping throughout me. But ah, if fast forward 6 days to this coming saturday…… I’ve no idea how I’m supposed to feel.
Ya I shouldn’t let my competitors get to me. Maybe they’re not so good afterall. Maybe I’ve improved miles. But what if all these maybes, they aren’t true at all? Then where does that leave me? Oh well. Hahahaha we’ll see! Let’s hope there really are crocs in seletar and they scare the shit outta all of them, and yepppppp im not scared! hahahaha

Fuck I’m so tired I can just fall asleep right now.

ffffffffffffff. short nap time.