Please wait for her return.

DAPH,
STAY SAFE BON VOYAGE SEE YOU IN 6 DAYS OR SO AND TRY TO HAVE FUN BEING AWAY FROM HOME
AND EAT MORE RICE THERE DAMN NICE RICE THEY HAVE! =P

CFOC’s finally over. I can’t exactly say I had the blast of my life, but it wasn’t too too bad. At least we got to bond with the sprinters more, and got to know more polo people as well. Resolved a couple of shit that should have been done so long ago and now, at least I feel lighter. Rowed after booking out. Didn’t do much. Didn’t feel very stable. Didn’t feel right at all. I don’t feel ready, not even close.
I’m damn sleepy but I doubt I can get to sleep. My hand hurts like fuck. Like scalding water running over it. Like fuck.

Timings timings timings numbers everywhere when will my 2.11 day come? How bout smell some fart hahahaha okay 2.40 first. HAHA. Like I’ve much time left.

Anyways I was just thinking back. Bout all the training camps and stuff over the past 2 years. The last one was the best ever. So many people so many seniors so many juniors all training like nuts day in day out feeling the bond feeling the power and the passion burning like never before. Then slowly, juniors left. The flame seemed put out. Seniors slowly disappeared too. But never mind all that. Then going further back, the run to orchard. The photo taking opposite tanglin mall. Stinking up the entire bus on the way back. 100reps gymming. Everyone, so together. And now, come as it may just a one-night sprint trg camp, we’ll make it better than before. So many juniors and with all the seniors, we’ll make it the best trg camp ever. We’ll train hard, play hard, like play snap and daidee, and we’ll do all of that together. I’m very very looking foward to thurs night! (:

To believe in yourself is the first step to getting what you want. Maybe I should start giving myself the benefit of the doubt.

Okay hurting too bad to continue typing zz. See y’all.

thank you for loving me

*pictures soon.