UNGLAM AT HER BEST

Whatever the results were, it’s okay.
You guys did your best and that’s all that matters. It showed and we’re all very proud of y’all.
Wipe those tears away and smile, cos you are all winners! (:

I just feel so relieved now that everything’s over. Not withdrawing was a bad choice, but this is the first time doing so badly and not feeling very sad. Disappointed sure will lah, but not depressed devastated kinda sadness.

Actually I just typed a whole chunk of words dedicated to the year 3s (I realised not a lot ah, the people i mean) and decided against posting it now. Like a bit emo for nothing. Hahaha

Mac feels the same even after so long. Miss the company on the waters there, the starts the sprints the timings and cher screaming out of nowhere. We’ve gotta meeet up soon! (Audrey, YOU plan ah)

Now, it’s time to work hard for SCM and this time, no more excuses.
We MUST do this shit.

Great, my voice still isnt back!!!

Throughout the week, I kept telling myself there’s no reason to be jittery this time. Somehow it’s just different from past races. I can’t even settle my tummy enough to have dinner! And it’s 1047pm as I’m blogging now!!!! Cannot leh cannot. I need food. I hope my bro da pao something back for me.

KKKKAY as long as everyone gives their best with no regrets, EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!

Sometimes you know when youre nowhere near the best, when people don’t feel like you can do this shit, when 100 others are more outstanding, you just know you gotta show them some shit. Yet sometimes, when you feel like you need to do that, there’s not much shit left to show them. Then how?

Die lor.

Kaoxz random.

I love Shurun!!! Although she loves her (shit i forgot his name) more than me lah hor?????

&iloveyou,pleaseknow.

29th November is approaching.
Go, Npkayaksprint, ALL THE WAY!!
girls guys k1 k2 t1 t2 c1 everything!!!!!

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Please don’t capsize, please qualify, please do not hurt.
That’s all I pray for, keep going keep going just keep going.
Not gonna let the start list affect me this time round. It’s my race, not theirs.

Today was a goooooooood day.
I realised I haven’t updated in ages.
St. Regis for site inspection and lunch today and it was bloooooooody exciting cos XXX was staying in the hotel!!! Okay since im not suppose to reveal trade secrets on blogs and etc etc etc I shall not mention who, though I don’t really see a big deal :X Just in case they read it and decide to fail my internship. SHALL NOT RISK IT AHAHAHAH. The rooms were…… gorgeous. Really, truly 6-star standard. Got $$ please support St.Regis. THANKYOU HAAHHA.

Off to school for trg and while I was wearing my shoes…….. I saw 2 familiar figures shooting at the netball court. JESS AND PEI PEI!!!! HEEHEHEHEH. Happily ran off to find them and almost couldn’t contain the joy, for some unknown reason. Wanling Eunice Jieping joined us for 3 on 3 and it was tiring as usual but good. Jess, if you’re reading this, you the best boobsie girl =D

It was an awful start to this wk but it’s gonna end well.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. When it feels like it won’t work anymore, just stop and ponder for a moment, about how far we’ve come and how so. There’s only one reason and we know it, though sometimes stubborn to admit it, it’s love. So many words, overwhelming emotions, yet when I look at you, there’s only that one thing. It’s amazing, this thing called love. Isn’t it?

Puiyin, please wear more clothes to cover your skinny ass o’er there!! G’luck for your first day at work on friday!! =D <3

Junling, thank you for the nightly encouragement =P Dinner soon(: love ya girl

Happy belated 21st month, kwala. Time flies but nothing changes. I fall in love with you all over again the start of each day. You my baby (: I love you, Junhan.

I do.

Do you?

I know you do.

2 hours 14 secs in 13th overall for 22km around Ubin.
Medal or not, I’m pleased and satisfied and glad we made it. Baby, don’t blame yourself anymore cos we always say it’s a doubles boat, there’s no one person who’s at fault. We did well, we did awesome and I think we kicked ass out there and I love you so (:

For Jiashan who got 1st for junior mens and Nicholas 3rd, those were amazing feats! For everyone else who joined, pushed and completed the race, you guys did the team proud too. You guys are the possibly the best team mates anyone can ask for, and I’m glad and lucky to be part of this team (: <3 y’all.

My first Round Ubin race, and I’m feeling.. awesome. LOL happy happy!
Joanne, send me the pic once you get back from Taiwan! And, bon voyage yeah, I WILL MISS YOU LAH K happy or not? Hahahaha.

And now, it’s time to train even harder for POLITE and regatta. Only 2 weeks left ):

On my way back last night, I fell asleep on the train. And never before have I felt so unconscious of my surroundings. Through the entire journey, I slept fitfully and awoke a few times to find my mind completely foggy. Horrible, terrible feeling.

For Sarah and Cheetong;
Just be happy everyday (:

For my one and only baby,
I’m thankful for you, and je t’aime.

ohh