I am very lucky, and thankful
1. To be in Pacific World
2. To be in CME department
3. To have such wonderful colleagues, even though not in the same department
4. To be with Anna Debbie Huiting
It’s been a coming 5 month stint and although I hated the idea from the start, I think at least now, I wouldn’t be afraid in the working society. Not as afraid as before. Took a lot of precious time away, spending 9-6 everyday in the office, sometimes not even doing much. Took time away from hanging out with loved ones, from trainings, from self-time, and sometimes even from sleeping. But I really learnt a lot. Not exactly work-related, but more of how realistic this world is, how hard it is to satisfy everybody, how demanding the industry is, how people behave and why so.. and most of all, how to cherish and appreciate all work put in by various individuals. Sad to say, the scariest part of this internship stint isnt over, cos we still have the final report to go. F*(&(*&@(£$*@)£($*@£()$*.
It’s 5.43pm, PANG GANG in a while’s time. Hahaha.
A random something that reminds me of you:
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight
I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
I’m burning up and the office’s a literal freezer these couple of days.
I’m confused. Why’s it like that now, have I gone wrong somewhere?
“He, did not come to be served but to serve & to give his life as ransom for many.”
For what He’s done, I wish I’ll grow up to be a more useful person.
I hate being stupid.
