For my dearest gramps who is not feeling so good as of late.
And for you too (:
Hospitals are possibly the most dreary places.. but sometimes, they’re full of life and joy too. I’m glad my gramps has a lively ward, maybe it’ll help make him feel better (:
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I was just looking through NJCC 09 results and it’s quite amazing how fast those young people are (like im very old hor hahaahah). And then, I chanced upon SCM 09 results and I almost wanted to kill myself all over again. It’s not like I cldn’t do it, but why.. why was I even unstable. Why did I even let the last chance to win, even in the novice category, slip right out of my hands just like that.. It’s frustrating to know and it’s even more so to think back and recollect. Okay, so I will stop.
I miss the adrenaline. Really do. I miss feeling pumped up for races, I miss the fear the night before, I miss imagining myself at the start line, I miss thinking bout my race strategies, I miss the back-water-hold-water-start within 10secs thing, I miss the feeling of knowing I did my best even though I didn’t win, I miss having my teammates slapping my back, I miss them telling me it’s okay even though I’d lost, I miss the joy I get from rowing.
I’m excited now. Excited at the thought of NCC.. or maybe even NWKC?
=D
teehee. Dreams keep us alive huh?
They sure keep me from falling asleep at work =D
Till then! (:
