Please wait for her return.

It’s been a long & tiring week. I’m glad it’s finally over and well, welcome new week and hopefully at the same time, also welcoming a lighter load.

The weekends saw the start and end of the annual PA race at Bedok Reservoir. A tad hyped down this year, just like MR. Don’t know if it’s the recession or what, and it’s really drawing fewer participants for such events in 2009. Nevertheless, there still was exciting competition between participants. Personally, I think the team did well but it’s definitely not time to get complacent or too happy because stiffer competition is up ahead in other races like NCC. But really, as I watched all the races pass by before my eyes, with most team mates qualifying for the next round and making it into finals or as far as they could.. no words can explain that swell of whatever-feelings in my heart. A longer road to walk for the whole team, but y’all will get there with hard work, passion and determination. If you want it bad enough and are willing to go all out for that, you’ll get it.

I <3 the sprint girls, cos you girls are awesome no matter what (:

I’m glad I withdrew, cos seeing how the race had gone, I know I wouldn’t have gotten even close to eating any of their backwash. I’d have been way too far behind. It sucks, I’d be lying if I said otherwise, to be this slow, this useless now, and not being able to remember how all that once felt before doesn’t help. But it’s okay. I’ll figure something out.

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Have we really grown apart, or have we just grown up?
Whatever it is, I’m glad to have you around (as a punching bag, no doubt, but thank you for willing to be punched) and to just let you carry me when I’m too tired to carry on at times. We may not always agree eye to eye, or understand each other’s feelings at times, but it’s from cases like that we learn, to be more forgiving, to be more tolerant, to be more in touch with who we are and all. Thank you, love, for everything.

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Have you ever felt in a friendship like you’re trying too hard.. and you’re the only one trying? I think I’m beginning to feel the brunt of it. SHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!!

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Let’s run away.. we need to go away to some place far off, from the rest of this complicated world.