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My blog’s become this ranting space. I type a whole chunk, cursing and swearing and pouring out every little thing to, and then I delete it. I feel like a retard but it makes me feel better. Nights like that, I wish they never happened. I wish there was something I can do to make myself feel a lot better. Tomorrow’s gonna be a rough day. I just know it. And the night.. it’s not going to be any easier than today was.
I wanna go to bed, & never wake up, ever.
/DONE
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Apprehensive, with a step back
Yet strangely curious
Swaying uncontrollably, strong winds hailing
She stumbles
With a parade of throe and chafe
If your vision penetrates deep enough
You will espy how her heart is caressed
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So anyways, met up with SamKay last night for some upsizeNOT wanton mee and searched far east plaza for osf shop, just to take a look. HAHA told ourselves not to buy anything and we ALMOST managed that except..
cheap shades. Followed by an hour odd of camwhoring and talking (: Then another hour of bus ride back cos of some damned accident (SEE LA SAM’S MOUTH DAMN BIG) and the bus was just crawling inches per min.
So in July-Aug, I’ll most probably be doing just 3days work week & have more free time to my own stuff. Triple yay! In Sept, though, it’ll be back to full time & will probably be busy through end of year. Which then marks another turning point. His enlistment is in Sept, and it seems so far away yet not totally. 2 years seem like a long time, but not exactly too. Growing up just sucks, huh?
I’m so upset cos my OC dvds got something wrong! The last season’s last few episodes keep stalling and I can’t finish the series properly and that pisses me off badly!! ): & I’ve rewatched MVP Qing Ren leh HAHA so ol’ school omg.
Hanabi in 1.5 hrs time. Can’t wait, cos I’m currently starving!
I like my hair lately. It’s so thick that when I bun it up, it looks wholesome. & when I let it down, it kinda just falls into soft curls. Aiyooooo, so demure. Cannot stand it.
A joke a friend told me ytd.
QN: Why does PM Lee work only at night?
ANS: Cos PM mah!
Wahlau I don’t know about you guys, but I kinda LOL-ed for 5 secs before realizing okay, that’s quite lame :X
20more mins to knock off!
No boss today so.. came a little later.. lunched a little longer.. went to client office then go cold storage bought stuff for the rest.. walk a little slower.. chatted a little more to jac and shu..
& now maybe.. leave a little earlier? AHHAHA NO LA I NOT SO GARANG.
love y’all!
& you too, all the time.
