I thought I could, I wish I could, but truth is,
I can’t. Not now.
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Had a great day with the girls today at Sentosa despite the bad weather hahaha learnt how to play frizzzzbee worzxz. Thank you, Master WANGXJ, Master JESSHO, Master TMT hahahaha. Jumpshots, pro now!
Tmrw’s gym + Jess’s place.
Wed’s breks/signup for army half w jj and then Escape/day out with lauuu.
Thurs’s porridge buffet lunch with department!
Fri’s sending jess off ): + meeting spens&liping!
Sat&Sun – trgs
Mon’s – teeheehee (:
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Life now is so different. Feels like at a shot, I’ve lost so much. I gave up certain stuff, I made wrong decisions, I failed to keep certain people, and suddenly it’s all bleak.
I feel like suddenly, we are all strangers.
I wish we weren’t, I wish we could be best friends again. I wish I had the rights to ask and to care.
But gone were those days.
What’s the fricking point of getting all emo again, I’m sick of this. One minute I’m okay, I’m happy and alright. The other, I’m blank and sad.
About what, I honestly don’t know. But whatever it is, thank you, those who have been taking the brunt of it all and still standing by me (:
In life, there’s nothing more I can ask for.
No more failed promises. I won’t let myself get blinded again.
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Bi sai shu le, hai ke yi zai chong lai.
Ren yi dan shi qu le, you shi hui hou hui, ye wu fa zai chong lai.
suo yi bu guan tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu ceng jing yong you.
xie xie ni gei wo mei hao de hui yi. wo hui yong yuan ji zai xin li.
hen nan wang ji ni na can lan de xiao rong, na wen rou de biao qing, na shun jian de mei man,
dan shi wo zhi dao, wo hui jian qiang qi lai.
wo hui wei ni er gen yong gan.
ying wei li qi shi ni gei wo de, wo yi ding hui cong xin zan qi lai.
mei you ni, wo ye xu hui jue de xin ku, wo zhi dao ni ye shi.
dan shi xian zai, ni ke yi qu zao ni ying de de xing fu.
xian zai, wo rang ni zi you, rang ni xun zao ke yi rang ni sheng ming jing cai de yi mu.
wo yao rang ni zhi dao, ai, shi neng gou fang shou,
neng gou da fang, kai fang, de rang ni zou.
wo yao zuo na ge ai ni de ren.
Go, before it gets any harder than this.
