Please wait for her return.

I need some time away from everybody to find myself again.
So, the next week back in Malaysia with good ol’ kampung house, dirt cheap roadside food and good family company is going to help.
I’ll come back better and stronger, just like before.

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There was this one night, when she sat with legs dangling off the balcony, looking at the sparsely scattered stars in the night sky. Very slowly downing the drink she was holding, her eyes began to cloud with memories. Pain, a faraway object she thought had long left her life, resurfaced. Her heart was convulsed in agony and travail, with confusion satiating her mind. She just wanted out that very moment, and for her old life to recompense once more.
The words never failed to riff through every waking moment, the impact never once quelled even after months.
And so she knew, it was about time to take the plunge, to wander out of this lonesome kingdom she’d been entrapped in for the longest time, to leave the broken pieces behind,
and to start believing in life again.

& so she did.

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Glad to have meet up with shu even if just for awhile, glad to have spent the night with makjl and laupy, glad to have seen xy ht and cat too.
I know some things have changed, maybe more will, but I know somehow somethings never will.
I never want to despair and lose again.
I never want to take the wrong route again.

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I like to do nothing on my off days, which aren’t a lot.
Today is one of them, and I had dimsum buffet with qx and then we just bummed around at gloria jean’s taking photos, looking at the rain pour and drinking our coffee (chocolate-filled, nevertheless) hahaha.

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Here’s a little something for you:
take care while i’m away, yknow i’ll think of you.
xoxo

I have to be up by 530am tomorrow.
KILL ME.
OKAY IM THINKING OF THE $$ SO THAT SHOULD KEEP ME GOING.

So anywaaaaaaaaaay,

freaky, all the people who read my blog. MM.

OKAY ANYWAY,

I did another piercing and im happy happy except i can’t listen to my ipod properly, yet.
HAHA

And so, Im going back to PW for the bali event from 2dec-8dec.
And back to msia from 22nov-26nov.

Miss me okay, y’all ):

So anyway lately I’ve been doing fine, rather happy actually.
Happy happy with all my happy little pills like
liowqx – who makes me eat more than i really should/can
addiechen – who cracks me up with her crazy phototaking
and all my other little pills like AIYA YOU ALL KNOW CAN ALR

basket i blog until damn hungry.

GIVE UP.

MY WISDOM TOOTH IS KILLING ME.
I HATE BEING SO WISE.

OKAY GOTTA WAKE UP AT 530am tmrw, NO JOKE.
GNIGHT FOLKS I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!

<3

june,stay strong (:

but somehow, someday,
i’ll still find you and make you mine.

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It’s one of those nights.

G’night, y’all.

Was working on Halloween night when a “friend” popped by and said HELLO BEL, but I couldn’t quite put a name to his face and I was busy making waffles so I just said “HELLO COME BACK LTR K IM BUSY NOW” but he never did come back. So forget it lah.
THEN TMD YTD OUTSIDE CINI, HE WAS THERE AGAIN AND HE “HEY BEL” A COUPLE OF TIMES AND I WENT LIKE “SHIT SHIT SHIT I STILL DONT KNOW WHO THE HELL HE IS” so I pretended to just say hello, make a little small talk and walked away.

BUT WTF I STILL DONNO WHO HE IS AND HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK VERY FAMILIAR WTFZXZXZX AM I GETTING OLD????????????

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Anyhow, ytd was Sentosa w june then LOVE HAPPENS with lau the idiot who made me walk all the way to Lido but since she’s treating, then fine lah AHAHHAHAAHHA good catching up! :D

TODAY WAS KLUNCH WITH MY LITTLE SCANDAL (OMG DID YOU REALIZE IT’S A WED???????? AND NO KISSING PIC???????)
AND YOU TOTALLY HAVE TO GO TO FB AND SEE OUR TXT MSGS TO EACH OTHER EARLY THIS MORNING FUCKING FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

SO ANYWAY then we had an awesome chillax session at gloria jeans, walked around heeren a bit and headed to lot1 for yami! Met up with ep for awhile and I went off for dinner with family (:

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OK LA TMRW WORKWORKWORK
NEED TO SLEEP SOON

AFTER THE GAMBLING SHOW I SLEEEEEEEEEEP :D

G’night, folks! G’day out today, yo!

<3

I owe you two this much.

Here’s a humongous hug for both of you,
& cheers to all good friends in this world.

Thank you all so very much (: