對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好
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Sometimes, it seems like it’s been forever.. So why am I still stuck in my own past when everyone else has taken steps forward? Maybe I’m really beginning to fall apart. Where I used to believe more often that I’m stronger than what i think i am, now I’m just dwelling and cutting myself off from showing emotions. I know it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to cry and I tell people that. I let them cry to me, I let them take off their masks with me. I believe in living in and with your emotions and heart. But when too many hearts get broken along the way, when too many promises are broken, when too many friendships are destroyed.. perhaps, it might have been easier just to rid those emotions for awhile.
Come tomorrow, it’ll all be okay again right? That’s what tomorrows are for. A new beginning for every bad yesterday we’ve had. Another chance to do what we lacked faith to do the day before. Another chance to tell that someone special you love him/her because you forgot to last night. Another chance to have dinner with your family because you had something on yesterday. I just wish that I live everyday like that. I always forget to cherish the people around me. I always shut these people who love me most out when truly, I need them. I find it hard to let go, so maybe it’s just ego. I find it really difficult to breathe some days now, because everything seems to be moving too quickly and I can’t catch up. There are times I wake up disoriented, to find myself wondering where I am even when I’m in my own bed. Intoxicated every possible moment just to numb the pain and waking up to the same old shit anyway.
But oh well, life goes on (:
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