Please wait for her return.

but somehow, someday,
i’ll still find you and make you mine.

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It’s one of those nights.

G’night, y’all.

Was working on Halloween night when a “friend” popped by and said HELLO BEL, but I couldn’t quite put a name to his face and I was busy making waffles so I just said “HELLO COME BACK LTR K IM BUSY NOW” but he never did come back. So forget it lah.
THEN TMD YTD OUTSIDE CINI, HE WAS THERE AGAIN AND HE “HEY BEL” A COUPLE OF TIMES AND I WENT LIKE “SHIT SHIT SHIT I STILL DONT KNOW WHO THE HELL HE IS” so I pretended to just say hello, make a little small talk and walked away.

BUT WTF I STILL DONNO WHO HE IS AND HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK VERY FAMILIAR WTFZXZXZX AM I GETTING OLD????????????

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Anyhow, ytd was Sentosa w june then LOVE HAPPENS with lau the idiot who made me walk all the way to Lido but since she’s treating, then fine lah AHAHHAHAAHHA good catching up! :D

TODAY WAS KLUNCH WITH MY LITTLE SCANDAL (OMG DID YOU REALIZE IT’S A WED???????? AND NO KISSING PIC???????)
AND YOU TOTALLY HAVE TO GO TO FB AND SEE OUR TXT MSGS TO EACH OTHER EARLY THIS MORNING FUCKING FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

SO ANYWAY then we had an awesome chillax session at gloria jeans, walked around heeren a bit and headed to lot1 for yami! Met up with ep for awhile and I went off for dinner with family (:

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OK LA TMRW WORKWORKWORK
NEED TO SLEEP SOON

AFTER THE GAMBLING SHOW I SLEEEEEEEEEEP :D

G’night, folks! G’day out today, yo!

<3

I owe you two this much.

Here’s a humongous hug for both of you,
& cheers to all good friends in this world.

Thank you all so very much (:

I used to update my blog really frequently/consistently.
Maybe at least once in 2 or 3 days, if not daily.
I’ve become not lazy, but speechless.

So anyway, I hate blogging after so long of not doing so because I can’t remember the sequence of events ):
Over the week/s, caught Hurt Locker, Sister’s Keeper and Pandorum.
Enjoyed all 3 movies ;D

Phuture on fri.

My little scandal

Crazy work on Mon.
Sentosa today with addie and qx (:
Dinner with ws and his friends.

Just got back,
& work tmrw :\
Getting jaded.

Wonder how Halloween’s gonna be like.
Seriously wondering.
HAHA.

KKKK GOTTA RUN LAAAAAAAAAAA

FUCKING TIRED BYE

(:

It’s been a rough year for many. Countless of people I know are going through shit in life.
Over family, illnesses, love, friendships, work and what not.
Every single bit that brings that single ounce of hurt plays a part.

For you,

no doubt it’s gonna be hard. and yes, i do understand all that you’re going through. but time’ll help. no it won’t heal, nor will it erase, but it’ll cover. and for now, covering is better than nothing at all. 2 months down, ure still gonna look back and realize it still hurts. but yknow you’re stronger than this, you’ve been through worse, and you may go through worse in future. just rmbr, it’s an experience, a step taken to become wiser. i don’t know how else i can help, but you do know that whenever you need me, i’ll be here to listen. don’t be afraid to open up again, cos yknow we’ll always be here helping you through. don’t be afraid of showing us who you are, cos we’ll do the same for you.

here’s a hug to last till i see you (:

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How can things ever be okay again?

I wonder every night, don’t you guys too?

Here’s a sweet hug for liowqx too, stupid fri craze =D

I had a relatively good day (:

It started with……….
mtg chris and wanling at je to hed to kallang.
k2, thai express, jumbo yami with JJ.
random call to disturb collin hahahha poor boy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! =D

Headed to vivo to find qx hs bin astley nicholas.
Starbucks for bridge.
I sucked at it today.

To work: with nico, mel & cclia

Koonhui, Jennie, Kuanhua, Jeremy and Jinghui came by and got icecream!
So did Shayne and his cute sister ;D
Langer came by toooooooo.
& Weiming came by with the 2 guys too,
& dedicated a song to SHORT BEL, THANKS.

Canal-ing happened. Stupid (penis) nico.
HAHAHAHA.

To cini for BK with nico & mel after work.
Continued laughing about canal-ing and penis,
which mel has no clue about. AHHAHH

Next wk’s schedule is soooooo crazy.
blessmeblessme.

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I saw you today and somewhere within me, words got tangled up.
You were just there, but not really. Felt like talking to you but had no idea what to say.
Rather, I didn’t feel like I was in any position to ask anything anymore anyway.
I miss you, like how I used to but I can’t even tell you bout it.
THAT sucks, to be holding back this way.
But we’ve changed, both of us.
We don’t need each other like we used to anymore.
So I think I’ll do okay, I just need to stay focused.

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Valladolid put up a great fight against madrid tonight. Marcello’s goal was so…………..
whatever.

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Always wanna blog but nothing much to say lately.
Then when I finally blog, I wanna blog bout past events,…….
but I can’t rmbr anything but what happened the day before.

SIGH getting old getting old.

Tell me,

what should I do for my 21st?

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HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

G’night folkkkkkkkkkks!

How much of me have you thrown away,
how much of us have you kept

I wonder if you ever sit down and flip through the calender I made,

look in amazement how far we’d came,
and how much we left behind.

I wonder how much of me is left in your life.

Meet my new hair! :D (OK CANT REALLY TELL BUT STILL......)

Me with my "QX<3BEL" apple crumble

Happy qx cos she knows it's the truth :D

Crazyyyyy @ work

Simple outfits, beautiful girls :D

WAITING FOR DRINKS HAHAHAHA

4 of us! :D

damien and his peanuts!

And so, random pictures.

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Dblo on fri was not too bad, quite fun. We each had our er, dance partners. HAHA.
Nice running into damien, who was happily eating his nuts and looking damn red/high.
Went in, drank and daaaaaanced!
& thanks FOO JIEYING for holding me while i detox-ed my body of the horrid alcohol and holding me after (:
NG WEIMING ALSO LA AHAHA.

Can’t rmbr in sequence what happened during the wk.
I know one of the days I met qx and M to play cards and chill and dinner.
The next day we headed to kbox and sang our hearts out and MORE cards and coffee.
Watched Fame, which was pretty awesome! To hell with picky reviewers.

Worked worked worked.

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Commitment is scary. I never thought I’d ever say this, but it really is.
It ties you down, it holds you to something you are unsure of, it makes you panicky and insecure all the time.
So why do people commit?
I once did, and with no regrets whatsoever.
But it just makes me wonder how I can ever do that again. Nothing ever seems to feel worthy of commitment anymore. Nobody seems to be able to command that much effort from me to want to tie myself down.
& yes, however bimbo/slutty I may sound now,

I just want my share of fun before time runs out.

SO RIGHT NOW,

I’m feeling hungry, yet again.
I’m going to eat…. orange, watermelon, and pineapple! ;D

G’night, folks.
<3ing y’all.

I mean, with instant noodles & coke :\

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ANW MEL YOU BITCH. at least the pple on my list don’t talk to me for a motive lor!!!!!!!!! UNLIKE YOU, SOMEMORE WITH AN ULTERIOR MOTIVE.
STILL LAUGH AT MY ANSWERS & COPY TO MICHELLE, HUR HUR HUR!!!!!!!!

& anw, qx, here’s your name.
LIOW QIXIN

HAHAHAHAHAH =D

SO ANYHOW, funny people was funny! I liked it!
Surrogates was awesome too, but I was too tired after work.

WOW it’s howling outside. REALLY LOUDLY.
I miss running in the rain.
& I miss rowing in the rain.
I miss rowing.
I miss the team.
so wtheck am i doing.

HELLO ADDIE (:
<3 nxt wk ah!

and spensyyyyyyy, one for you too <3

I don’t know why I can’t blog proper entries anymore. wtf.

Everyone’s enlisted/enlisting.
Jw enlisted today.

That’s Singapore for you.

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I’m happier now, because I’ve stopped crying. I’ve learnt to stop looking at every place we’ve been to together and remembering how beautiful the memories are.
I don’t know what’s considered moving on/moved on, but I do know for a fact,
nothing really is forever.
So now,

I’m going to finish up my coke, head to bed, snuggle up with my book,
& dream of my prince charming,

who’ll never come -.-

Also, recently, I’ve made peace with this one person I thought I never would.
I feel better, & yes, forgive but not forget.
At least I’ve forgiven.
Step 1 taken (:

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,

g’night all my babies.

LUB CHOOOOOO.